I've Never Felt So Helpless

My coworker has HIV, he is gay and got it from his ex who cheated on him when he was only 18. I've never felt so helpless in my life and he made go into a depressive state! Our feelings grew for each other and we started an emotional affair, it got to be too much for me and my current relationship, so I wrote him a letter and ended it yesterday. I feel horrible. I will always care for him, but the timing was just wrong for both of us to consider building something together. I learned that you never know who may be infected and that what they want is to be loved more than anything in this world.  

mikopm mikopm
26-30
Mar 22, 2009