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We're Starting Over
Oct 23rd, 2009
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ell friends, for the first time ever in my entire history I'm going back to someone I thought it was over with. "B" clearly loves me on the highest turn of the spiral that I"ve ever seen love expressed. Through all of my fog, he very astutely sees the highest and best of me. Today, he told me not to be afraid. I told him we needed to get reacquainted. He said the drug thing was behind him. I said, I'm not putting it behind you or in front of you--it's a reality of who you are.
I'm totally about reality. I'm not even rushing to have sex with him. I want to go in deliberately and very aware. NOt in a guarded way but to really see my habits of thinking and being, and to go beyond that.
I feel happy. Seeing "B" made me feel good. Not swept off my feet, but more like ensconsed in deep caring and loving.
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 Feeling loved  | Posted Oct 23rd, 2009 at 3:56AM I am glad that seeing him made you happy. Speaking as someone who has done this herself I will tell you I don't regret it. I wish you luck with your relationship and happiness no matter what eventually happens with this relationship. PM me if you need me.   |
 | Posted Oct 24th, 2009 at 12:02PM joy and love always to you both!! |
 | Posted Oct 24th, 2009 at 1:59PM Thank you ladies! |
 | Posted Oct 25th, 2009 at 9:27AM As I have a lot of experience with drug addicts. I just like to say to you; Beware! The sort of drug is also important. As soon as the drug appears in the form of liquid (alcohol) pills or powder, one should be very careful, when the addict says, that he or she is free of it. I wish you happiness and peace in this relationship! |
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