Last Year...

Yes, last year, 2012, was a VERY tough and long year for me. And I know I am not the only one.. But sometimes I wonder how I managed to get through it, I felt, and sometimes still feel like I am falling apart due to some of the events that happened last year...

At the end of 2011 my Grandfather was diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer. He had other health problems going, and things went down hill from there. That side of my family took him out of state so when I went to see him twice I had to drive, the first time I got into a car accident along the way, not a good thing, but got through it. Then I saw my grandfather one last time last June, before he died July 4th. 

Not even a month later my dad has a heart attack, life flighted to a city, and then had to go through a 5 bypass surgery, it was rough, but he did make it through and is even back to work. 

I had been in another car accident just weeks before that... 

Then about 2 months ago I find out my grandmother wasn't doing well and got blood poisoning, she is doing better but by a miracle it isn't often that people get through the blood poisoning things... 

My other Grandparent's are not doing well and both have been taking turns scaring the **** out of the family.. I have been trying to be there for them, my mom is there for them more than me, but I am trying... 

My job sucks *** and is my major stressor right now.. Our manager got fired last summer and the asst. Manager just got moved.. No one knows why.. But things are rapidly changing at the store and not for the better.. 

Than my mom was struggling, not feeling well and being out of a job she was stressed.. I worried about her... 

Those are just the major events, a lot has been happening and it was a rough year... 
purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14
18-21, F
Jan 16, 2013