A Year Ago...

I released myself into the unknown. I fell in love with someone who wasn't my husband. It started a new journey for me. A journey of finding myself again. A journey of questioning everything within me. A journey of questioning what was truly important to me.

I always told myself things will get better.

I went through some hard months there too. Months where alls I would do is wake up, go to work, and come home. I didn't' call anyone in the outside world. No one even called me. I was alone. Alone for the first time in my life. But during this time I questioned everything.

Divorce is not easy, however the one thing that comes out of it is knowing yourself better than any other time in your life. It is a struggle. There were some rough months there where I was behind in all of my bills, in all of my payments, and I only had myself to get through it. Since then I have paid off my car, paid off one of my student loans, and caught up on all my bills. That is a true accomplishment.

Now only that but I was able to sell my home. I was able to pack up the home by myself, with the help of some gracious and phenomonal friends. But I was able to do it. It taught me my true strength. It showed me I could do anything I wanted to if I truly set my mind to it.

Now, look where I am today. A girl who thought she would never find love again. A girl who thought she would never get married again. My visions have changed. I have started to dream again, and amazingly enough. Life is turning around for me. I am truly amazed.
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1 Response Jul 14, 2010

I am so happy for you. It is wonderful when someone can turn their unhappiness around.