I've always tried to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I lived by these little quotes. Everything happens for a reason. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I use to also tell myself that life can't be hard forever. I use to struggle with depression. I was very lonely also. I remember crying myself to sleep. However I would never deep down inside want to give up. I would argue with myself a lot about it. I had a few dark days. Then my husband and I were homeless. Once again I knew somehow we would not live like that until we died. Now we both have a job. We have a roof over our head. We don't have to wander where our next meal is at. So I knew it would all work out in the end. It's all about attitude. Like doctors tell their cancer patients. And I've seen some wonderful people survive such a terrable thing. Please keep your head up and have faith in whatever you believe in. Life gets better.