I Need To Believe

My bf and I met on an online dating site and within a week knew we wanted to be together. Although we knew it, we didn't rush anything. We dated for about 4 months before deciding to become official. It took him one day after that to say I love you. He moved in with me for three months until his best friend could finish school and they could get a place. We went from blissfully living together to a 40 minute drive between us. Let me tell you, this sucks. It almost felt like a break up when he moved out. We don't talk as much. When I see him it's amazing like nothing has changed but I feel unimportant to him the other 4 days a week I dont see him. I love him and I want to make it work. I need to believe its going to work, I've been in a couple of relationships including a 3 year long one that everyone thought would last. Everyone but me, see I knew I didn't want to marry my ex, but this man the one I love I couldn't picture not waking up to him everyday and kissing him good night every night. I just need to believe..
fatedbyluv fatedbyluv
22-25, F
Nov 25, 2012