I Don't Deserve This Life

I'm 15 and all I do is hurt the ones I love. I don't try to and I've tried to stop, but it's not something that I can stop. My family and girlfriend love me but all I do is hurt them and I think a lot about what it would be like if I died or if I was never born. All my loved ones would be sad, but it would be so much better for them. They wouldn't have to put up with me anymore. I don't deserve their love or anything good that happens to me.
dankill51 dankill51
May 22, 2012