Hurt So Deep

"I know what emotional pain can do to a person". I am one of htem. I haven't been able to understand why i cannot get over past abuse issues. I cannot seem to just not think about these events. There is so much hurt and anger-NO-RAGE-inside of me that i feel like it is an acid eating me away from the inside out. For as long as i can remember i have been angry. With things that happened when i was a kid-i still have a hard time dealing with this s***. Emotional pain has in the past caused me to attempt suicide too many times to count. I don't want to feel like this anymore and am seeing someone who is helping me.

wowpup wowpup
41-45, F
3 Responses Mar 13, 2010

Hope is about all that is keeping me alive right now.

Yeah you're right. These are unresolved issues. Am working on these things. So sorry that you know how i feel as that means you were hurt also.

so sorry I know how you feel I am there myself I wonder why it is like that but I guess these were issues that were unresolved well at least that is what it is for me I feel the same exact way