30+ Year Abscence

This Has Been Haunting Me For 30+ Years. As Far As I Know, I Was Born In The State Of Georgia. I Still Remain In The South. First Off, I Don't Understand How A Parent Can Just Walk Out Of Their Child's Life. Well, Age May Play A Key Part. I Lived In Hawaii For Quite Awile As A Child. My Father Was In The U.S.M.C., Served In The Vietnam War And Desert Storm. When I Hear People Say That They Are "Black Inside", I Know Exactally What That Feels Like. It's Like Being In An Endless Nightmare And Never Waking Up.