creativity runs deep like secrets.

I like beginnings, but this is different. This is the beginning of the end. I feel guilty. He deserves someone much better, but if I really loved him that wouldn't be reason to let him go. He adores me, I merely like him. I'd rather be free. It is just the getting there that is the difficult part. Strained friendships are not pretty.

This would be much easier if he were still planning on leaving the country..

and if I wasn't so afraid.

I used to be afraid of being alone, but now that is how I'd like to be. For now, at the very least.

I'm sorry, I'm in love with someone else.
ashlynnx ashlynnx
26-30, F
Aug 5, 2010