Tiny Rant #378I could do my rant in the style which my family has become accustomed to.... a wild string of cursing that makes Chevy Chase's vacation rants look like that of a school child. But I won't.... you are not worth it. I will simply tell you that you don't know what you think I don't know so I will tell you what I know so you will be IN the know... (omg, that made me dizzy!)
I love this group. The title just says it all for me. As much as you think you know, I see that you don't know NOTHIN'!! Oh and there is much you think I don't know but you are wrong, I know far more than you would guess. Your ignorance makes me giggle ;) To quote a movie I never watched but love the line..... "YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!"..... (Jack Nicholson is a hoot). And funny, but your name contains "true".... too bad it doesn't fit your persona. Yes, look up the word persona.... I used it correctly when speaking of you. You wear a social mask and put yourself out here as a person who cares and only wishes to "help" those in need, those who are broken and could use a shoulder to lean on and some advice. AAAHH, but the real you shines through when one speaks to you long enough. I have not had to put up with the sudden drop into paranoia or the schizophrenic behavior that one of my friends has encountered with you. That is a GOOD thing for you because I am not kindly disposed to sitting back and allowing myself to be treated in such a manner. My friend, however, was at a low point in her life and she was not strong enough to stop your bullying or attacks. Yes, my family has spoken to her at length and the more we find out about how you treated her, the more we want to do a bit of azz whipping.
I have to say, you had all of us fooled for quite some time. Your interesting conversation and fun sense of humor drew us in and we let down our defences. But you couldn't keep up the act and fell over the edge of normalcy starting your craptastic nonsense by yelling at me and saying my family could go eff themselves.... yup, right out of the blue you lost it and had us all scratching our heads in wonder. Lol, you didn't have the guts to say anything to the men in my family so you picked on me thinking I'm weak and too ill to fight back. Hahaha, oh my, you were so wrong. I'm told by one in my family that my response to you set you back on your boot heels and was totally unexpected. I may not be big or strong, but what I lack in strength I make up for in WORDS.... don't mess with me or my giggle fades and I will chew you up and spit you out like yesterday's bad jerky! Oh but after a bit of time you decided you were wrong and that the crazy crap floating in that cesspool of a mind you have was quite ridiculous so you made your excuses and apologized. Some in my family let you off the hook and allowed you back in, including me. Lol, Miss Belle was not one of them. She is quiet and lady like but very old school, vendetta carrying, Italian Mama and she knew not to let you near her again. I should've listened to her but my husband and I decided to give you another chance because our young friend seemed satisfied with your reason for drinking from the paranoia pond. On reflection it was a mistake born in hell to allow you back in to our lives.
I've held my tongue and said nothing, even though my entire family is ready to punch your lights out for the horrible way you treated our friend. Today? I feel like telling you what you don't seem to understand.... you are reaping what you've sown.... and instead of gloating about it, I only feel sad and sorry for the pitiful mess you've made of your life. Do not think the Goddess has not taken notice of the crappola you have pulled, the snyde remarks, the hurtful things you've said, the obfuscation when Trooper, myself, Miss AF, or others have asked you a question to see if you are real or just playing a game with us. You don't have to believe in Her or Her power to feel the wrong end of it !!! I would NOT want to be you.... perhaps you don't realize it but the world you've built is crumbling all around your ears. Coincidence? ... no, I don't think so. And don't think for a minute Karma has nothing to do with that. It is sometimes, as old John Lennon said, INSTANT, and it will get you.
Yes, as the title so succinctly puts it, I know you don't know what you think I don't know. Without going into detail for the world to see, I will tell you this and I hope you take it seriously. There is a darkness in you that you need to deal with before it splinters your mind and does irreperable damage. You know what that darkness is, it doesn't know names, places, or have feelings.... it is evil and deceptive. As one of my sisters has said so well, hindsight is 20/20 and I am looking back and have seen what you are. You have shown you are controlling and manipulative, whether consciously or subconsciously, and thank the Goddess my young friend finally saw through it. You don't seem to understand family ( a truly sad state to live in) and that we actually talk to each other. The one you trampled on sat and talked to all of her chosen family and we now know far more than you might think. I , for one, wish I didn't know how truly deceptive you are for it saddens me and angers me beyond words. I spoke to you recently myself, asking you questions and making a request that would've put my mind at rest. Your answer was a total fabrication to keep you from being found out. You knew if you spoke to me, I am older and wiser than my young friend and would have seen right through you. And then the one you hurt told us something we didn't know.... she wished to speak with you on the phone, wanted you to hear her voice and she to hear yours.... you would have none of it. Red flags all around and yet she trusted you. Do you not feel any shame for your accusations and ugly behavior?
Yes, I am angry, but I wish you no harm. What you take from this is completely up to you, but I am in hopes you will think about what you've done and turn your life around before it is too late and you lose what little you have left. As I said, you do not have to believe in my Goddess to feel Her wrath for the harm you have inflicted on those She loves.
Now, for those who know me, I am sorry if my mini rant has not been all you wished it to be complete with my usual paragraph of wild and wooly names/curse words strung together to make you laugh. This time, the harm that was done is no laughing matter. It made me cry, not for myself but for my friend. She didn't deserve to be treated in such a deplorable manner.