I know you don't really care about me. You ignore me and do not talk to me for hours or even days. I know you try to hurt me and it does not even faze on you what your doing. Your hateful words cut into my heart, your abuse towards me kills my spirit but still you do not care. You do not care when I tell you I am lonely or tired or feel unwell. You dont care when I ask if you want to do something with me. You get mad when I try to talk to you or have your do something for me. I can see it in your eyes, an evil look of hate that you have towards me but a gentle friendly look and voice towards your friends. I do not understand and wonder where I went wrong to have you not really truly honestly care about me. The scares are deep the hurt sickens me and a feeling of complete saddness consumes me. Every day you kill a little more of me when you show you do not care.