I Lack Self Confidence Which Keeps Me Back
I have no confidence. I feel like sometimes when I look in the mirror (and that happens very rarely) I don't know who the person is looking back at me.
It is upsetting. I want to leave my marriage. Why? Because I'm not happy. Why don't I leave? I'm afraid. I'm afraid I won't make it, no one will want me again, and that I will be alone. That's the God's honest truth of the matter. But here, I'm unhappy. Maybe I will have to make those hard choices and step out of the darkness.
When I was younger, I used to think I was pretty. Now, I look in the mirror and I don't see anything but dark and ugliness. I hate the person that I see looking back at me. I need desperately to find myself again.
I cry because I am overwhelmed with the vast pessimism that I endure daily. Even when I think it is going to be a good day, it dissolves. Today started that way until I was cut to the quick...yet again...by my husband.
I need HELP! I need someone to HELP me get passed this hump in my life. I need to HELP myself. But I don't know where to start.
HELP!
It is upsetting. I want to leave my marriage. Why? Because I'm not happy. Why don't I leave? I'm afraid. I'm afraid I won't make it, no one will want me again, and that I will be alone. That's the God's honest truth of the matter. But here, I'm unhappy. Maybe I will have to make those hard choices and step out of the darkness.
When I was younger, I used to think I was pretty. Now, I look in the mirror and I don't see anything but dark and ugliness. I hate the person that I see looking back at me. I need desperately to find myself again.
I cry because I am overwhelmed with the vast pessimism that I endure daily. Even when I think it is going to be a good day, it dissolves. Today started that way until I was cut to the quick...yet again...by my husband.
I need HELP! I need someone to HELP me get passed this hump in my life. I need to HELP myself. But I don't know where to start.
HELP!
By:
SadGreenEyedGirl
Age:
36-40
,
Female
