Laugh Attack

I laugh when nervous and it sooo embarassing. I call it a laugh attack, because I just cannot stop it. People usually trthink I am laughing at them, but the reality is that I'm having a laugh attack and a big one. I just hate being nervous. I do not like that state. It can even cause people to stay away from me for billions of reasons. 
 I enjoy laughing every once in a while, but not in ssuch a way! people will stare at me like thinking there is something mentally wrong with me, but there isn't. At-least that's what I think, right. 
 When I get home I think what was wrong with me? That's not even a bit funny, honestly.
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Apr 30, 2011