For The Next
What I learned from my first love was to not turn into a selfish jerk. In my eyes in that point of time I just wanted her to myself. I felt I was protecting her from the "evil" world. I now know not to do that to my next. I'll let that person be as free as a bird. A wise person(the highschool nurse) once told me, "don't try and cage the bird for when it learns how to open the cage it'll never come back.". I should have heed the warning but I was to blind to follow the rule of thumb. I do know what can happen by doing this and its worth a shot. I need to find MY median and if it means having to get hurt then so be it.