In The End, It's Good Experience..

I cannot say that I have been in love before but if you were to ask me that when I was crushing over a particular girl I might tell you I was. Throughout my young life I was never the one to have a girlfriend. I have always beleived i waitng for the right time and person. If I like a girl and she likes me back, excellent!:) but It just never seemed to happen. Okay, i should say it doesn't happen too often. Though, I did have plenty of crushes and heart throbs along the way. I still do. But I always saw myself as the one who admired from afar. Not to say that I wasn't outgoing or flirtatious plenty of the time, I just wasn't the guy who always had a girlfriend.

I've actualy never had an official girlfriend, which I've pretty much already said.

I tend to fall for one single girl at a time as opposed to many girls at once. I like that about me. But I also dislike that about me. When I like a girl I like her a lot. She becomes all my mind thinks of and she can unknowingly pull my heart strings any which way she'd like leaving me floating in heaven or emotionally depressed. This happens because the girls I let myself fall for are girls who I could see a future with. Girls who share common goals or values with me. A pretty face is nice but when you combine it with similar standards to mine its golden.

I often get really worked up over them as I'm runnin around my mind trying to figure out if they feel the same way about me... let alone notice me at all. :o looking back, it's all very silly because I'm still young and I know I'll be with the perfect wife eventually but when it comes down to it I can't help myself.;) Girls are amazing.

Overall though, I have learned that though things dont always work out I will always walk away from it with more life experience than before. In this case, more experience with my heart:) I know there will always be another girl. And I will continue this way until im brought to The One:) but I'm young and i have all the time in the world.