There is NO point in remembering the past. Because past has passed.

If i keep remember things that happened, I start feeling the same as i felt years ago. And they are NOT the feelings i like(like feeling suicidal, for example). There are so many lessons that i have learned over years. So many things that i have changed about me. So much emotional growth that i have experienced. I don't want to let it all go to waste. I say NO. I have to live in NOW. I am not letting anyone push my buttons and throw me back all those years ago.

Its really really tough but I want to grow out of this and work for my future. Because i want this present to become a better past.

That's all.

FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
26-30, M
3 Responses Feb 28, 2010

i hate my past.thats why i hate myself.and i really dont want some1 to be like me.forget ur past or it wil ruin ur future!

Thank you Lorraine.<br />
Some memories break you. I want myself to stick together. Yet.

You are the man today because YOU have overcome some extraordinary circumstances.<br />
<br />
Never forget them.... call them your *stepping stones* to the future