Gratitude To My RefuserI know the title caught your attention...LOL. It was intended to. Why do I have any gratitude to my X refuser? Without having lived with him for over 16 years and been rejected by him for over 12 years I do not think I would have the appreciation for life that I now have. There is so much to life that I would have taken for granted.
What I have gained from my refuser:
The appreciation of a simple look that is full of heat and desire.
The melting sensation from a passionate kiss.
Sharing a private joke.
The excitement from my BFs hands running up and down my body in a caress.
The indrawn breath of his desire from a kiss, lick, nip, nibble or bite.
The fun of planning a weekend getaway.
Anticipation of the end of the day and being in my BF's arms.
Cooking dinner with someone.
Eating a meal and sharing laughter over it.
Simple everyday things have so much value to me now. I did not have any of the above for so long, I hope I never take them for granted. I hope I can value every aspect of life and how sharing it REALLY SHARING it can be so much fun.