Submissive Spanked And So Loved
it is very reassuring when my fiance spanks me, over the course of ur relationship i have fought and fought to maintain my independance and control that modern women are "supposed to " have. but recently he helped me to rediscover my Christian faith, and as my relationship W/ Christ has grown, i have come to see that so many of my struggles & problems in life have been as a result of my willful self which I alone can not control. I have learned that He is the head of the church,& a man is the head of his woman. My man has been so paitient w/ me and i have put him through so much, finally i decided ask his forgiveness and to ask if he would please help me to be a better woman, i need his strong direction and guidance and discipline, that i never got as a child. I have asked him to keep me in line as it were, and thankfully his willing to forcefully spank me, not only if i get out of line let him down, dissappoint him etc., but also from time to time for his pleasure just to keep me in my place. The thing i think that makes spankings pleasurable is knowing he is protecting me from my own self destructive behavior, i actually feel more loved now than ever since he has started spanking me, perhaps where the crossover takes place as spanking is for many a very pleasurable & arousing activity. it really makes sense when you look at the roles that God men & women to play in this world . men are at their best and fulfilling His plan when they are strong, and respected, and women they are at there best when being submissive and cared for. I can't tell how happy I am to feel the sting on my bottom lingering the next day. it makes me want to try and be as giving and loving and submissive as i can to him, but also if i'm not feeling particularly motivate , due to hormones, my individual stresses, or just plan laziness, then that sting serves as a reminder that i better get cracking.