I work with this girl that is 22 or 23. I am soon to be 18. This girl has a boyfriend. But the reason I know her is because we work together at the hospital. She is one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. She is everything I would want in a girlfriend but I don't know if it would work. I have a very convoluted mind and I notice things that others don't seem to notice. Lately I've noticed how she has taken a big interest in me. If we aren't busy she will strike up a conversation with me or she will come over to where I am and linger in my general area. She deliberately asks questions like, "You talking to your girlfriend?" (I don't by the way.) and sometimes she will come over next to me and allow our arms or sides to touch and she'll just stand there. Now, I don't know if this is real or if its just a delusion I made up in my mind to try and make myself think that she likes me because I want her to. I'm a very sensitive person and when our co - workers pick on me she never joins in she just gives a cute little silent laugh. I really need some help on this because I don't know what to do. I need some tips or ideas to help me out. I don't want to tell her how I feel because it could ruin our friendship and mess with our work performance. It would also make things awkward and I'm scared that she doesn't feel the same and I just make myself look like an idiot. For those of you that are still reading up to this point I appreciate it and I would also appreciate anything that you have to say that would help me. I really need some guidance on this. Thanks everyone.
CJHall1234 CJHall1234
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 18, 2014

I can't stop thinking about her either. She has been on my mind for days on end. No I am not obsessive I just feel a really strong connection but i don't know for sure if it's there or not.