Missed Opportunity

I'm 15. Last summer, I began texting a guy that I have known since Kindergarden, but haven't spoken to since the sixth grade, when we were both 11. A few days after we started talking again, his girlfriend broke up with him. And I talked him through it and helped him to not get too upset about it. I really feel like I helped him, but I wasn't really attracted to him, and he was being to horny at times for my liking.
So, this summer, I got a text from him. We've been talking a lot, but he told me that he got a girlfriend mere days before I started texting him again. I don't know his girlfriend, but he sounds like he really likes her.
He has stopped being so horny and is now really really sweet!
A few days ago, I realized that I like him. A lot. But, he's got a girlfriend! I wish they would break up, but I don't want him to have to go through that again, because he had a really hard time with it last time. I'm confused and wishing they would break up, but at the same time wishing they would stay together. Help! I really like this guy, and I want to go out with him, but, with the current situation, I can't! Help me, please! I really think I love him. I really do. So help me find a way to love him without it resulting in more sadness for the both of us. I'm begging you. Please!
AliceinWonderland121 AliceinWonderland121
18-21, F
Jul 20, 2010