Solitude Is The BestI have social anxiety. I feel extremely uncomfortable standing out in the open, having to socialize with people, even with my closest friends. Sometimes I get so lonely that I want to claw my eyes out. I just feel safer by myself. This last year I lived alone at college. I couldn't force myself to go out and try to be friendly, so I took to staying inside day after day. Sometimes I skipped my classes just so I wouldn't have to leave my room. It's really not healthy.
I get a little thrill out of being alone sometimes. It excites me. Other times, I feel imprisoned.