I Was Trained Without Realizing

i have an ex bf who was in the military who was aggressive in the bedroom and acted this way during sex. i hated it and eventually left him because of how disrespectful he was to me in bed. eventually i started dating again and i found some nice guys but i never stopped thinking about how he treated me. i was confused and didnt know why it was really turning me on. now i really enjoy the excitement it gives me and i feel confused and lost if im not being useful to my mans needs.
prttykitty11 prttykitty11
26-30, F
Mar 9, 2012