Returning to diapers
It was about 9am on a Saturday morning when Tanya started yelling. “Mom Samantha wet her bed!” I woke up almost right away and was shocked to find my sister in my room yelling that I had wet my bed. As I sat up I felt a wet spot with my foot. It felt like someone had poured water on me well I was sleeping. I quickly covered myself with the bed sheets and tried to pretend like I was still sleeping.
My mom came in to my room and asked Tanya why she was yelling about me wetting my bed. “Mom Samantha did wet her bed. Look!” “Tanya leave your sisters room and let her sleep.” As my sister left my room I felt my mom kiss me on my cheek then she left my room.
I got out of my wet bed changed into a clean night gown. I took the sheets off my bed; went to my closet and got out a clean identical pair of sheets like the ones I had on my bed and put them on the bed. I then Placed the wet sheets in my laundry basket and placed it in my closet and closed the door. “I will do these later when my mom goes to work and my sister goes to daycare.”
When I was finished I went to the bathroom and took a shower. It felt so good since I was in a cold bed when I woke up. I changed into my weekend outfit and left the bathroom to have my breakfast. My mom was in the kitchen when I came in. “Samantha did you wet your bed last night?” “I don’t wet the bed because I am not a bed wetter.” “Samantha many people of all ages wet there bed at times. It is ok if you did.”
“No mom I did not wet my bed. Tanya likes to make me mad all the time you know that.” “I know she does and I have already spoken to her about that and she says she will stop.” “Thanks mom.” “Not a problem.” My sister is like a wart that just wont go away. Always going thru my stuff and never leaves me alone.
I ate my breakfast then went to watch some television. Soon after I fell asleep for what felt like minutes but was acutely several hours. It was about 4pm and my mom and sister were gone . So I got up and went to my room to get the wet sheets and wet gown. When I got to my room and opened my closet door my laundry basket was not there. I pinched myself to see if I was still sleeping. “Ouch!!!”
I could not believe what I was seeing so I went down stairs again and sat in the couch. A few minutes later I herd my mom’s car pull up. I laid back down and pretended to still be sleeping. “Tanya can you see if your sister is still sleeping. If she is wake her up for supper.” “Ok mommy!” “Samantha mommy says time to get up; Dinner time!”
“As I got up, went to the bathroom. I quickly washed up and went to eat my dinner. Nothing was said about my bedwetting so I just forgot about it and finished my dinner. “Samantha I painted you a picture today want to see it?” “Sure.” “That’s beautiful Tanya I love it! Thank you.” After we cleaned up I went outside for a little while. I noticed my sheets on the close line. I was not sure what to think but I did not ask any questions.
It was about 8pm when I went back inside. My mom told me and my sister it was time to get ready for bed. Me and Tanya went up stairs and put on our night gowns. Then went back down stairs to watch some television. Everything seemed to be normal like any other Saturday night. My bedtime was 9:30 so I was able to stay up for a little while longer. I was a little sleepy and went up to bed a little early. Just as I was getting into my bed my mom came into my room and asked me if I was feeling well. I told her I was just sleepy and I wanted to go to bed early. “Ok Samantha good night!” “Night mom. Love you.” “Love you to sweaty.”
I soon drifted off to sleep. I woke up sometime in the middle of the night and felt wet again. I could not understand why I was wetting my bed. I was so scared I started to cry “Samantha honey are you ok?” No mommy I wet my bed. I couldn’t help it, it just happened.” My mom rapped her arms around me which help calm me down. “Samantha I am concerned with your bedwetting. How long has this been going on, and why haven’t you told me about it?” “Last night and tonight, I was too embarrassed to tell you about it. I thought that it was nothing to worry about.” “Samantha bedwetting is something that many kids and teens your age go through. It is apart of life.”
“Monday I will be making an appointment for you to see your doctor.” “ No mommy I don’t want the doctor to know!” “Samantha you are not feeling well and you are wetting the bed. I am not sure why you would be wetting the bed so I want you to be sure that you are healthy. That is the only reason. As I told you yesterday many people wet the bed, but when they do they go to the doctors to find out why.”
“ Mommy I feel fine, I am not sick. I am not going to the doctors.” “Ok Samantha I will not take you to the doctors but you have to promise me that if you wet your bed any more that I you will let me take you to the doctor.” “I Promise mommy.” “Ok now lets get you out of your wet gown and I will change your bed.” My mom changed my bed well I was changing my gown. When my bed was finished I climbed back into bed and covered up. My mom covered me up and kissed me on my fore head and told me it would be all ok.
When I woke up in the morning I was wet again. Two times in one night! Why was is this happening to me. There was no more clean sheets so I maid my bed and covered the wet spot up. Later that day well I was talking with one of my friends on the internet my mom called me into the living room and asked me if I wet the bed again. I told her no.
“Samantha do not lie to me. I will give you one more chance to be honest with me or I will have no choice to take you to see the doctor on Monday.” “Ok fine I wet the bed again. I am not going to the doctor.” “Yes you are young lady! You promised me and we are going.” “No mommy please no!” There was no convincing her I will have to go.
Early the next morning I woke up wet again. This time I was not as upset buy wetting my bed like I was the first few times. I got dressed and went down for some breakfast. “Samantha I made your appointment and we will be leaving in 1 hour. Be ready” I did as I was told and got ready. When It was time to leave we all got in the car and left.
On the ride to the doctors office my sister Tanya pulled my hair and called me a bed wetter. “Samantha is a bed wetter! Samantha is a bed wetter! You big baby! Only babies wet there beds! Samantha is a baby! Samantha is a ba” “Tanya stop picking on your sister it is not her fault!” “But mom.” “No buts Tanya if you do not stop picking on your sister you will be in your room for the rest of the summer do you understand!” Yes mommy.” I was crying at this point. I just could not take the teasing. I felt so humiliated from my sister. I just wanted to curl up and be alone for the rest of my life.
Soon we arrived at the doctors office. We all got out of the car and went inside. There was no way out now. I had to see my doctor. My doctor walked in to the room and said “Samantha what brings you in to see me today!?” I was so scared and nervous the only response I could think of was to cry. “Samantha will you come with me. We could talk together alone. OK?” I nodded my head and wiped the tears from my cheeks although my eyes were still tearing. “Samantha what seems to be going on? Are you feeling ok? Is there anything you want me to know before we start?” “I… I… I…” “Its ok Samantha I know why you are here today and I can help you If you tell me more about what has been going on.
I would like you to tell me everything that has been going on since you started wetting your bed? OK?” I was surprised in the way she was reacting to my recent bedwetting. I told my doctor everything since the first time I wet the bed. She reassured me that I was not alone and there are many others my age that still wet the bed. “Now Samantha I am going to do a physical examination to rule out any physical reason you are wetting the bed.” After the tests were done my doctor went to talk with my mom. I was not sure what they were saying but I knew that It was not good.
As we all left the doctors office my sister gave me a hug. “Tanya what are you doing?” “Samantha I love you” “Tanya I love you too but why are you being so nice to me?” The doctor told me that I was going to go thru the same things you are going thru.” “Mom am I sick?” “No Samantha you are not sick and you will get better. For now though you will get worse before you get better.” “What is going to happen to me?” “I will tell you when we get home Samantha.” The trip home was long and my mom had to stop at the store for some food for the next few days.
After we got home my mom sat me down with Tanya and told us not to interrupt her until she was done speaking. “Now girls this is what is going on. Samantha as you already know you have been wetting your bed at night lately. The bad part is that you will soon be wetting yourself during the day for some time. The doctor is not sure how long it will be but it will get better after awhile. Now what you both are going to experience is something that is genetic and skips generations. The wall of muscles that are suppose to keep your urine inside until find a place to go will stop growing and will stretch as your body grows. When this happens you will at first be unable to control your bladder on an unconscious level; Such as sleeping for long periods of time.
The bladder muscles will continue to stretch as time goes on, and you will slowly become unable to control your bladder during the day because you will not know when you are wetting. It will just happen and nothing can be done about it. There is no cure for this disorder because it only happens to 1% of the world population. There is also no set age for you to stop growing but the doctor did tell me you will most likely stop growing around the ages of 17-22.” “Samantha do you have anything you want to say?” “No” “Tanya is there anything you want to say?” “Will I be the same age as Samantha when it happens to me?” We are not sure but yes it will happen around her age.”
“From now on both of you will need to wear pullups during the day and to diapers bed and. Samantha I need you to put a pullup on right now. It is in the shopping bag that is on the kitchen counter and Tanya you will need to put one on before you go to bed.” “Mom I am not wearing a pullup or diapers!” “Yes you will Samantha. If you have to go to the bathroom you can use the bathroom, but when you loose control you will not realize when you have to go it will just happen.”
“Ok mom I will put the pullup on.” I can’t believe I have to were diapers again.
I was going to put off wearing them for as long as I could. A few minutes later my sister walked over to me. “Samantha are you ok?” “I guess so.” “Are you wearing your pullup?” “No I really do not want to wear them.” “There not all that bad see I am wearing one.” “I know but I am a teenager; and teens don’t wear diapers or pullups.” “I know but mommy says we have to wear them.”
She was right mom did want us to wear them, but I do not want to wear them. “Mommy’s goanna get mad if you don’t put one on.” “I think I will wait until I go to bed to put one on.” “Ok but you heard what mommy said; we need them now.” Tanya reached over and gave me a hug and kissed me on my cheek and left my room.
“Samantha lunch!” I left my room and went down for lunch. Mom maid me a PBJ for lunch. I ate it then went outside for awhile. It was not until I had to go to the bathroom that I went inside. My mom asked me if I was wearing a pullup when I came in. I told her I did not want to were them until It was time. “Samantha if you do not want to put one on I will have no choice other then to put a diaper on you instead. If I have to pad your bottom it will be with an actual diaper and not a pullup. Pullups are for you to be able to go to the potty if you need to alone. Yet if you want I can diaper you and you will need to use the diaper. “So Samantha what do you want?”
“No! You can’t do that.” “Yes I can watch me. Now take this pullup with you and put it on after you are done. Don’t think I wont notice because when you are finished I will check to see if you put it on.” “MOM!” “Don’t argue with me young lady. You are in no position to argue at this time so do as I say.” “Ugh fine!”
I used the bathroom then put the pullup on. It did not feel much different from my regular underwear other then; I know what it was for. Which was really the only reason I did not want to wear them. So I washed my hands and walked out. Sure enough mom was standing at the door. “Let me check.” Mom tugged at my waist. “Good girl. You will become more comfortable with this as time goes on. “I don’t think so. I hate this.”
Mom smiled and told me I will be ok and to go play. I went to watch some TV but ended up falling asleep again. When I woke up I was still dry and needed to go to the bathroom. As I was getting up I don’t know what happened but I started to pee I was un able to stop it. I ran to the bathroom but when I got there I did not have to go anymore. I ran to my room slipped out of the wet pulup and put a dry one on. I put the wet pullup in the diaper pail in the bathroom that mom brought down from the attic earlier this morning.
I went back down stairs to my surprise mom was waiting for me. “Samantha did you have an accident?” “Yes but it happened when I was sleeping.” “That is why you need to wear protection; this is going to happen. Now if you did not wear that pullup you would have peed all over the couch” “I understand and will keep wearing them mom.” “It is almost dinner time so go wash up.” I cleaned up and went down for dinner.
“Ok girls when we finish dinner I need you to clean up take a shower and then I will diaper you for bed.” “Why so early mommy?” “Yeah why do we have to get ready for bed at 6? My bed time is not till 9.” “I have to go away for a few days and I will be taking you two over to Aunt Sally’s house.” “Aunt Sally’s! but, NO! I will not go!” I screamed then ran to my room. I could not believe it mom was going to bring us to my aunts house for a few days. My cousin’s were going to be there and they would find out that I have to wear diapers all the time.
“Samantha!” “What?” “Get in the shower; I will be up in a few minutes” “Fine!” I hate my life! I got in the shower started to wash my hair when mom came in. “Samantha what is bothering you. You have always loved to visit your aunt?” Yes but I did not have to wear diapers than.” “Is that what is bothering you?” “Yes!” Well for your information Meredith has to were diapers to bed too.” “She does!” “Yes” “Your aunt has made special arrangements to make your stay as comfortable as possible” “How?” We have talked and thought it would be appropriate for you and Meredith to share a room and be diapered at all times. Meredith is ok with diapers so it will not be a problem.” “I steeped out of the shower and mom wrapped a towel around me, dried me off and placed the towel on the floor. “Samantha please lie on the towel so I can put a diaper on you..
Mom did her thing then dressed me. “Ok go watch T.V. but if you have to go potty I want you to use your diaper.” “What ever!” “Tell your sister it is time for her bath.” “Tanya bath time.” “Samantha why are you waddling like a baby.” “Shut up Tanya! Just go take your bath.” Soon after Tanya came back down stairs. “Wow Samantha these diapers really make it hard to walk. I am sorry for teasing you” “What ever Tanya you always do it and it is getting old.” “So you pick on me sometimes.” “So what if I do I am your older sister and that is what big sisters do. Get yousto it.”
“Mom called down to us; Girls put on your shoes and jackets we will be leaving in a few minutes.” We did as we were told but as I was putting on my jacket I had to pee but held it in. “Ok are we ready lets go.” We got in the car and left. It was going to be a 45 minute ride to Aunt Sally’s house so I started to read a book. About 20 minutes after we left home I felt a warming feeling in my diaper but did not think it was anything to worry about. I just thought it was because I was not yousto wearing diapers and was going to get warm from the extra padding.
“Here we are.” We arrived at my aunts house and got out went up to the door and Tanya rang the bell. Emily answered the door “Welcome girls how are you doing?” We said nothing until mom said “GIRLS! Your cousin asked you a question.” We both said fine at the same time. I said jinks and ran from Tanya. Tanya chased after me yelling “you cant do that .Not fair” “Some things never change Molly do they Molly?” “No not at all. How are you doing?” “Oh I am fine come on in .” I ran straight up to Meredith’s room she was sitting on her bed.
Meredith is my age with light brown hair and baby blue eyes. “Hey Sammy!” We ran over to each other and hugged each other for what seemed like forever. Then Meredith asked me if I was wearing a diaper. I told her I was. “Me too see” “Mommy said I had to wear one for as long as you were going to be here. I told her that I would not mind because you are like my best friend and will do anything to see you. Aspecially since you are going to be here for a few days. “Cool” I said. “Let me see yours ?” “Ok” When I showed Meredith my diaper she just smiled then hugged me again.
“Sammy I think you went pee, pee in your diaper.” I did?” “Look. See it is all squishy.” I want to wet my diaper to but I do not have to go right now.” Meredith you are a true friend. So were is your mom?” “She went out for some supply’s for the next few days. I guess it’s the diapers and stuff for us. Emily is babysitting us well she is gone. If you need to be changed you can ask her.” “Ok I said” Tanya walked in to the room and told us Emily and Mommy wanted to talk with us.
We all walked to the living room were everyone was. “Girls here is what is going to happen. Emily is in charge until Sally returns. If you need a diaper change all you have to do is ask. Samantha and Tanya I will check you before I leave but after that your Cousin Emily or your Aunt or Uncle will be changing your diaper. You are not allowed to change yourself and especially not allowed to change each other. Under stood?” “Yes mommy.” Tanya said That’s fine with me.” I said.
It was almost 8 when mom called “Girls I’m leaving diaper checks ok. I walked over to her and she checked me. “Lets change your diaper Samantha you are soaked.” Mom changed me then did the same for Tanya. “Ok girls I love have fun and don’t get in to any trouble.” “We wont mommy.” Love you mom. “Love you to Samantha. Tanya I love you.” “Love you to mommy.” My mom left so we went back to Meredith’s room.
Around 9 Emily came in and said lights out. we were so exhausted it did not take us long to fell asleep. We slept so deeply that nothing could wake us. It was not until Aunt Sally came in. “Girls time to get up it is almost 10 in the morning.” We woke up right away “Breakfast is ready but before you go to breakfast you kids needed to have your diapers changed. One by one our diapers were changed then we went to breakfast. Emily was in the kitchen cooking for us.
It was pouring rain outside so it was not an option weather we could go out today and play. We all sat down and had our breakfast then we watch The Little Mermaid. Aunt Sally came in “Girls after the movie is over I will check your diapers then I want you all to go to Meredith’s bedroom for your nap time.” “Nap time?” I asked. “Yes Samantha you girls will be taking naps well you are here I hope that you are not upset. “Kind of we don’t take nap’s anymore.” “Well here we do so after your movie it is nap time.” “Ok Auntie”
At the end of the movie we had our diapers checked but none of us were wet. So we went up to take our nap.
Little Miss Know it All
I was not yousto taking naps in the afternoon so I only pretended to nap. Just to make my aunt happy. I was not sure what happened but when Uncle Tim came in it was almost 5. “Good evening girls.” Tanya jumped up and hugged Uncle Tim. Minutes later Emily came in to let us know it was dinner time. “Emily I think someone had an accident! PU!” he exclaimed.
“Oh yeah dad Mom may not have mentioned, all the younger kids are to were diapers for the next few days well they are here including Mere-Bear. It was her Idea you know to make it easier for your brothers daughters to feel more at home.” “Oh I think she may have mentioned it to me in passing the other night before I left for work. I just thought she was kidding.” “Nope well anyhow I think Miss Tanya here is in need of a clean diaper. Come on honey lets get you a fresh diaper to put on. Oh yeah Sam and Mere-Bear mom said to change you two before you go to dinner. Dad can you change the girls for me?”
“Me why me I… what… Samantha… and Meredith… But… Come on Emily they are too old… S..A..L..L..Y!!!” Tim yelled in a super surprised/super confused way. Ugh!! Fine I’ll do it myself. Tell mom we’ll be down in 5 min. I looked at Meredith but she was staring at me. We looked at each other for several moments until Emily walked back into the room with Tanya. “Girls you looked like you just saw a ghost! Are you ok?” Meredith quickly responded “Were fine Sis!” “O…K… Well lets get you two cleaned up.”
“Sis Sammy and I were wondering what if we need to go poop too?” “I thought it would be obvious to you. Although in turn to answer your question we are requesting you just let it happen like Tanya.” “I looked at Meredith but she was just staring blankly at her sister so I looked up at Emily again; When I did Emily was not smiling but a look of concern was stretched out over her face. “So what you are saying is that if we need to poop we need to use our diapers?” “Come on Mere-Bear how old are you!!! Don’t answer that.” Diapers are made for pee and poop so you are to use them for all your potty needs.” “I will not poop in them Meredith screamed!!! I’m gone a use the bathroom; and just try to stop me!!”
“Just for that I will be talking with mom so we can lock the bathroom doors. The only time you are allowed to be in the bathroom is if supervised, If you can’t do that then I don’t know what to say.” “Emily what is going on in here. You said 5 minutes it has been 10. I also heard someone yelling.” “Mom little miss know it all Meredith thinks she is going to be allowed to poop in the toilet.” “Well what did you tell her?” “I kindly explained with concern that she was to use her diapers; then out of nowhere she started welling at me. So I responded calmly that I would talk to you about locking the bathroom to keep her out.”
“Meredith when you agreed to were diapers it was for everything. Your sister is right and I really don’t want to lock the bathroom doors but if you can’t be trusted to only go in there supervised then we will have no other choice then to lock the doors.” “Mommy I…” “No buts Meredith you are wearing a diaper and that is that. If Sammy and Tanya have to poop in them so do you. There is no special treatment just because.” “Aunty I think I have too.” “ Have to what honey?” “You know.” “Sammy it is all right just let it all out you will feel much better then I will change you. As for you Meredith you are to stay put until I come back. Emily you can take Tanya down for dinner: We will be down in a few.
I relaxed alittle and it happened before I could stop it. My diaper became so full that it felt like it was going to fall down. I reached for my diaper but Sally explained to me that my diaper was made for what I had just done and it was not in anyway going to fall down. I walked with her to the bathroom but the walk felt like a mile. The feeling that my poppy diaper gave me was in a way; well it felt kind of good. When we got the bathroom Sally had me lay on the floor I could feel the poop spreading all over my diaper as I laid on the floor. She removed my pants and then my diaper to my surprise It was all over the place. I felt very embarrassed but at the same time I kind of enjoyed the feeling it gave me.
“Oh my Samantha you really had to go.” “I was having cramps earlier but thought nothing of it but when you told us to poop in our diapers. I was so relived that I…well It just came out when I relaxed the muscle . “Are you feeling ok Samantha?” I feel better now that I went.” “Ok but remember if you have to go you can lit it happen any were you feel the urge. If you feel the need to go again at dinner you can let it happen well you are eating… Ok” “Ok. I just think wearing diapers is for baby’s and….” “Samantha diapers are made for people of all ages. Some people never learn to us the potty there whole life. So don’t worry about it; Worrying is for grownups so leave the worrying to Emily Tim and I, Ok?”
“All right Aunty.” “That’s my girl one last thing and you are all set.” Ok run along to dinner I need to have a word with my mouthy daughter.” “Ok” “it was not for about 15 minutes before Meredith and Sally came down for dinner. Meredith looked as if she was crying for along time. When she sat down next to me she was still upset and put her arm around me. She rested her head on my shoulder with her thumb in her mouth. “Sammy.” she whispered in my ear.
I answered back in a soft tone not to upset her even more. “After dinner can we talk?” “Sure.” I replied. Meredith removed her head from my shoulder and started to eat her dinner. As dinner came to an end I felt like I had to poop again. I stood up to bring my plate to the dishwasher when It happened. Although this time I did not even try and relax my muscle it just happened. “Emily would you mind putting Samantha’s things in the dishwasher for her. I think she needs a change.” “Not a problem mom; Although if you want I could take care of her for you. I have to get ready to go out anyways. Changing her diaper will take no time at all.” “If you really want to you are more them welcome to do so.”
Emily brought my things over to the dishwasher for me then as she came over to me she extended her hand towards me and I took hold of it. We walked over to the bathroom together and was once again instructed to lye on the floor so she could change me. “Samantha are you feeling alright?” “Not really Emmy I feel like I am going to be sick.” “Alright I know just what you need. It helps me when I am sick. I will be back in one minute. Stay put so not to get your messy diaper all over the place.”
Seconds later she returned with a bottle of the pink stuff, (Pep-to) a fresh diaper, some diaper cream, and powder and a yellow/green fuzzy footed sleeper. “Here you go take this It will help sooth your tummy. I have some time to give you a bath so let me clean you up and I will give you one.” As she was cleaning me up she had the water running in the tub running. “SAMMY!” Emily exclaimed. I did not realize what I did until It was all over. I had peed all over Emily’s arm and sleeve well she was cleaning my bottom.
“I am so so very sorry Emily I didn’t mean to; It just happened. I think it was because of the sound of running water.” “That’s alright Sammy. You just startled me that is all. Come on lets get you in the tub before it happens again.” I got in the tub; The bath water was so comfortable that I sort of got very sleepy all of a sudden. “No no Sammy just relax I’ll bath you tonight.” I lay there on my back as Emily washed me. It felt weird to have someone else bath me because I have been doing it for years. Although it felt good to let someone else do all the work for a change.
When Emily finished she helped me up then dried me off and had me lye on the floor again. She put a new diaper under me but this time she put the wash cloth over me so not to get sprayed again. I smiled and apologized again but she did not respond with an answer. Only with a facial expression that let me know that she to was embarrassed at her earlier mistake. Emily put the cream on me although this time it felt almost like a relief rather then how it felt earlier when Aunt Sally put it on. Emily powdered me then up went the diaper and the washcloth then the tape tabs. Emily gave me a pat on the tummy and helped me stand up.
I was standing there in a fresh diaper when Emily had me climb into the footed sleeper. It felt so warm and comfy as she zipped me up in the sleeper I felt still very sleepy although the footed sleepers didn’t make it any easier to keep my eyes open. She walked me out and into the living room. “Mom we got a sleepy one; Where do you want her?” “Oh she can sit here with me for a minute I need to have a word with her.” “Alright go on over to Aunty” “ I looked at Emily as if she said it to me like I was a little girl. Although I said nothing and waddled over to my aunt.
Wearing diapers made it a little tough to get up un the couch so Sally helped me up. “Samantha I’ll make it quick so you can go and lye down.” “Ok.” “Do you remember the conversation we had in Meredith’s bedroom earlier this evening?” “Yes” “Well I had a little talk with her and I will have no choice other then to lock up the bathrooms for the sake of everyone. I hope you do not mind.” “No not at all you were right I am wearing a diaper. If I am wearing a diaper it makes complete sense to use them for what they are for right?” She gave a little chuckle “I am so proud of you for understanding. Meredith is in her room but she is grounded for the rest of your stay. She is not aloud to leave her room accept for meal times. Although you girls can do whatever you like in her room. I can get some games down from my attic for you to play in the morning.” I yawned and nodded my head. “Would you like me to carry you to her room?” “Huh?!?!?” before I could say more she stood up with out responding and lifted me into her arms. I wraped my arms around her neck and legs around her hip She carred me up to Meredith’s room where she was crying face down into her pillow. “Meredith you have a visitor.” She sat up and Aunt Sally placed me on Meredith’s bed next to her.
Meredith almost right away grabbed me and rapped her arms around me and squeezed me so tight I thought I was going to stop breathing. “Ok you girls seem to be settled in I’ll be back in a little bit.” The door closed and aunty was gone. “Sammy I want to ask if you, you if you are o, (sniffle) o, ok with pooping in your diap, (sniffle) diaper?” It was weird at first but when It happened the second time I was not expecting it to happen but it did. It felt kinda good.” Meredith started to calm down and wiped her cheeks with her extended sleeve sniffled again and then asked. “ You think so?” “Yeah! It’s like no other feeling in the world. Pooping in a diaper is nothing like when you go in the potty.”
“What do you mean?” Well the two times it happened to me tonight happened so fast that I could not stop them; but I felt so much better after.” “What do you mean?” “ Well you may not have to go right now or you may need to go but you are holding it in. When the pain becomes unbearable you will not be able to hold it in. At that point it will just come out. Please Meredith let it happen don’t hurt yourself. You’ll feel so much better when you let it out.”
“Well ok I’ll give it a try but you have to promise to me that you will not say anything to anyone.” “I promise.” “Ok here it goes.” Meredith made a somewhat of a blank look then it happened she leapt up from the bed but it was too late what just happened could not be stopped. “Sammy why can’t I stop it.” “Not sure I guess when you are in a diaper and you start you cant stop.” She let some gas out and then even more came out. Her eyes opened wide then she fell butt first on the bed. “That did feel good! Weird but good” I am surprised my diaper could hold that much. You are such a good friend to me Sammy. Ok what should I do now?”
“Not sure I think you need to wait for someone to come up and change you.” “Ok well this is what they wanted then this is what they get. A smelly, wet, stinky, dirty diaper.” We both giggled at that comment. “Oh yeah Meredith I forgot to tell you about what I did to your sister.” “What did you do!!!?” She asked with extreme interest. “Well when Emily took my diaper down and started cleaning me. Well I accidentally peed all over her.” “ Shut up!!! You didn’t! did you really!” “Yeah you should have seen the look on her face it was priceless.” “OMG I would never have thought.” “I think she caught on though because after she bathed me” “What she bathed you too?” “Yeah it was weird but I enjoyed it.”
“Sorry; What did she do after your bath.” “Well she put the washcloth over me so if I peed it would not spray.” “Man that’s messed up I wanted to try it. She gets on my nerves and to just be able to get her back would be the best feeling in the world. Maybe I can get yousto this whole diaper thing after all.” “It’s worth a try what can you loose.” I replied “Hmm maybe if she does change me again I could poop on her. Now that would be funny!” “Meredith you are a genius. That would be so funny, make sure you do it when I am around. I have got to see that!” “I’ll get ready for bed; You look as if you can hardly keep your eyes open.” “I think it was the bubbles Emily put in the tub.” “I like to call them the sleeping bubbles.” Meredith explained what it was that Emily put in the tub. I then understood why I became so tired.
Meredith pulled out a pare of footed sleepers too and pulled off her day cloths. Then she put on her footed sleeper. We both got under the sheets and drifted off to sleep. What felt like I had just closed my eyes Aunt Sally was changing my diaper and Tanya was getting ready for bed. “It’s ok sweetie Aunty is only changing your diaper. I fell back to sleep before she had finished. I felt like life could not get any better. Who would have ever known that wearing diapers could be so much fun.
“Sammy! Sammy!!… SAMMY!!! Mommy wants talk to you” I was still half asleep when Tanya came in Meredith’s room yelling for me to take the phone from her. “Mommy wants to talk to you she says it’s important.” Then she shoved the phone up to my ear hitting me in the head in the process. “TANYA!” I screamed “That hurt.” “Sorry I didn’t mean to.” “Yeah you never mean to anything.” “Hi Mom” “Samantha you be nice to your sister.” “Mom she hit me in the head with the phone.” “Well it was not nice of her to have hit you with the phone, but you are older then her; set an example.” “What did you want to tell me mom? You woke me up” “Oh sorry I’ll make it quick.”
“I wanted to let you know that I am going to be a few more days. Sorry it is taking me so long to get home. I hope you are all behaving like angels.” “We are mom don’t worry.” “Your father is coming over tonight to visit, but he will need to go back out of town tomorrow.” “Big surprise, he’s never home plus when he is; he’s never in the mood to talk. Why does he even bother to come home if all he does is Sleep, Eat, Shower and leave again?” “Your father is a very busy man. He is under a lot of pressure at the moment; Be Nice!” “All right mom I will. “ “I hope so, Now I wanted to let you know that when school starts up again you are going to be home schooled.”
I was very quiet for about a minute then I blurted out “What? Why? No! No! No! No! No! I’ll never see any of my friends. Plus I have never missed a day of school since the second grade I am not being home schooled. “There is no way I will be home schooled.” “All right if that is what you want, then I guess I will need to let your school know that the school nurse will need to change your diaper 3 times a day.” “You wouldn’t!” I screamed. “I will have no choice but to let the school know.” “Why would you do that to me?” “Samantha why are you wearing diapers again?” “I need them to keep me from having accidents all over the place.” “That’s right; now if you go to school without a diaper what do you think will happen?” “I guess I will have accidents.” “That’s right, now what do you think your friends will say if you do?” “I don‘t want to find out” “That is why I want to home school you; to keep you from that embarrassment.”
“Your aunt and I have decided that we will open up a Home school daycare for you, Tanya, and Meredith.” “Why are you going to home school Meredith with us?” “You mean she didn’t tell you.” “Tell me what?” “You will have to ask her. I was asked not to say anything until she told you.” “Fine Can I go now?” “All right can you put your sister back on the phone please?” “TANYA mom want’s to talk to you again.”
I was not sure what bothered me more, My father coming over tonight, Meredith was going to be home schooled along with me and Tanya, or Mom was going to be a few more days. I muttered “Some things never change!” out loud. What could possibly make the day any worse? Meredith walked into the room; she was still in her sleeper then asked. “What never changes?” “My family, they never have time for us.” “My parents never have time me either!” Meredith exclaimed. “My mom told me you wanted to tell me something.”
“Oh yeah I almost forgot; My mom told me last night when I was getting grounded that I would be wearing diapers until further notice. She told me that I am still a child and I need to respect what adults have to say. She told me that since I was not treating adults with the respect that I am suposto give them. I was going to be wearing diapers to teach me that when an adult says something they mean it. I am also going to move in with you at your house.” “What? Why do we have do be home schooled at my house?” “What? Why?” “Mom said it will be easier for them to school us at your house plus your house has more space.”
Sally called from the kitchen “Samantha, Meredith Breakfast.” “Five minutes mom Meredith yelled.” “Breakfast, Now! Not in five minutes.” We went down for breakfast. There was Oatmeal, Bacon, Eggs, Sausage Biscuits with Pepper-Gravy and a side of tador-tots. Some milk, OJ. “WOW mom why are you cooking so much this morning?” “Your uncle Timmy is coming over on a little while.” Uncle Tim is coming over?!!!! Wow I haven’t seen him in about a year.” “I know Meredith that is why I am cooking a big meal so when he gets here he can eat.”
I was in shock that Sally cooked so much of what I liked. I helped myself to seconds. After breakfast Aunt Sally told us that we were going to be going out this morning. “Where are we going?” Meredith asked. “I need to go shopping for tonight’s dinner and I think you girls are running low on your diapers. I thought you might want to pick out the kind you wanted.”
“”You mean that we need to go into the baby section and pick out our own diapers?” “That’s right; you are old enough to pick out your own diapers.” “But mom?” “Butts are for sitting on not negotiating. Besides I am the adult and you are the child so you will do as I say no questions asked.” “Fine!” Meredith exclaimed. “Go sit in time out Meredith right now.” “Why?” You need to watch how you talk to your mother. Now go sit in the timeout corner well I give Tanya and Sammy a bath. You will be last and I do not want to here that you moved from that seat until I call you for your bath.
“Think about why you are in timeout because when I call you for your bath I will want you to have an apology for me.” “What if I don’t want to?” “I will take my time shopping and you will have no choice other then to wet or mess yourself well we are out. Then I will make sure I change your diaper in a public place.” “Meredith got up and started to walk over to the timeout corner. As she got up I noticed her eyes start to water. I knew she was upset and asked Sally if I could sit in timeout with her well I was waiting for my bath. “If you sit in timeout with her you will need to sit there until I call you for your bath.” “That’s fine.” I walked over to her, sat down and hugged her. She was so distraught that she did not even notice me.
Ten minutes later Sally called! “Samantha it’s your turn honey.” I got up but when I did I started pooping again. This time though I hardly felt anything. I walked to the bathroom and lay on the towel on the floor. She removed my diaper lifted me up and placed me in the tub.
When I sat in the water it felt like my butt was on fire. I winced, and then started to tear up in pain. “What is wrong Samantha? It feels like a million razors are slicing my butt.” “You have what is called a diaper rash. I will wash you then help out your rash because we need to be quick I need to be back by noon.” “Ok.” I was starting to get yousto being bathed that I was more comfortable being touched by someone other then myself. I was clean in no time and before I knew it I was being lifted out of the tub and dried off. “Can you lay on your towel for me honey, I need to put your diaper on?” “Sure.” I did as I was told then Sally put some desitin on the tip of her finger. “This will help heal your rash and your pain will go away.” Then put the ointment on me and powdered me.
She diapered me in no time. Then she dressed me. “Can you call Meredith in for her bath once we are done we will leave.” “All right Aunt Sally.” I walked out to tell Meredith it was her turn but before I did my dad came in. Tanya ran over and hugged him. “Daddy why are you never home?” “Daddy has to work honey but I am here today.” “Guess what daddy?” “What?” “Sammy and I have to wear diapers again!” “I heard; I hope you are ok with it.” “I am. I really like it. It reminds me of when I was little. I miss being little.” “I bet you do. How do you feel about needing diapers again Samantha?” “I did not like it at first but I am becoming ok with the whole idea of diapers.”
“That’s good you girls are so understating.” With all the commotion I almost forgot to tell Meredith it was her turn for her bath. “Meredith your mom said to tell you it is your turn.” Meredith got up without a word and went to the bathroom. About ten minutes later they both walked out of the bathroom. “Ok girls get your jackets and shoes we will be leaving shortly.
On the way to the store Meredith asked me quietly. “Can you go with me to pick out our diapers?” “I said sure. We got to Wally World a few minutes later. “Stay with me Sammy.” “I will.” We walked in and headed straight for the baby section just to get it over with; half way there we met up with an old friend. “Cindy!” “Mere Bear... Sammy. How are you?” “Well we are fine but I can’t say the same for why we are here.” “What do you mean?” “Well we need to get some diapers.” “So what is wrong with buying diapers?” “Well there for us.” “So I need to get some to. I still wet the bed.” “You do?” “Yeah it is not something that I tell a lot of people but since you guys need them I thought it was ok to tell you. Let’s go together it will be easier if we all get them at the same time. I can help you pick out the kind that holds the most w/o leaking.”
We all walked over to the Diaper part of the baby section. “Wow so many to choose from!” I exclaimed. Cindy giggled. “OK these are what I buy as she healed up Pampers size 7. They just started making these and they fit a lot better then size 6. They were in supper large cases with over 80 in it. So I took a big box of the 6’s and of the 7’s and Meredith took a case of 7’s too. Cindy took a box of the 7’s There was an empty buggy around the corner and no one around so we all put the diaper’s in it accept Cindy she insisted on carrying . Then we started to push it out of the baby section. We caught up with Aunt Sally in the food section of the store pushing her own buggy full of food. “Wow Aunty you have a lot of food in there already.” “I told you we needed to shop fast.”
“Aunt Sally we got Tanya’s diapers for her too.” “That was nice of you to do so for her.” “Thank you sis…” Tanya said blushing as she saw Cindy with us. “You’re welcome Tanya.” “My mom is waiting for me I better go. Nice to see you guys again.” “Why was Cindy carrying a box of diapers?” “She still needs them when she sleeps Tanya.” “Oh! See Sammy mommy was right bedwetting happens to people of all ages.” “Shut up Tanya you don’t have to blab our condition all over Wally World.” “I just thought…” “Well you thought wrong. From now own I will not be nice to you if you insist to bother me.” “Samantha! Apologize to your sister. She did nothing wrong.” “Sorry Tanya.”
On the way home Tanya wanted to sit next to me. So I let her; we pulled out of the parking lot and Meredith passed me a pop. “Thanks Meredith. I was getting thirsty.” “Tanya do you want one?” “No not right now.” “Meredith what are you doing?” “We were thirsty so we opened a few cans of pop. We figured since we are wearing diapers that if we have to go we can just go without having to tell you.” “Just don’t make a mess.” “We won’t mom.” Tanya put her head on my lap and closed her eyes. “Tanya what are you doing?” “ I’m tired sis; can I please sleep on your lap.” “Fine but you need to be nice to me for the rest of the day.” “All right, I will.”
The ride home felt longer then the trip to the store. Partly because I think whenever I dread doing something time goes by a lot faster. I wet my diaper from drinking a whole can of pop on top of the ride home feeling like a cross country road trip. “Look.” I whispered to Meredith. “Oh my goodness she looks so cute when she sleeps.” “Can she put her legs on your lap?” “Sure!” Soon after we all fell asleep. I can’t believe I am getting yousto taking naps again.
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