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College Girl In Pull Ups

I am in college, and live a regular life. I don't think I have any weird aspect of me either. But have always wanted the chance to wear diapers or pull ups again. When I was little I would wet my bed in hopes my mom would introduce me to pull ups since I wore plastic washable diapers when I was a baby, but it never worked. I used to steal my little cousins diapers, pull ups, Good Nites, (since I have always been pretty small I could still fit) anything I could and wear them, pee and then sit around in them, I love looking at the ruffled cuff around my legs and the bulge it creates. When I got my license I bought some Good Nites for girls, the ones that fit up to 125 lbs, and started to wear them to bed and then pee in them when I had to and hide them from my mom. I was scared of how I would throw them away though so would always double bag them and throw them in the trash outside or at dumpsters in front of businesses. I couldn't get enough of them and soon tried pooping and I loved the bulge that the poop created, the squish of it between my cheeks, and the mess it made.

I love to lay infront of a floor length mirror and recreate me getting diapered, wipes, new pull up on, then putting tight panties on top so that the ruffled cuffs show, but the bulge doesn't show in jeans and shorts too much so I can go out in public, plus the tightness of the panties makes sure to hug the diaper or pull up against my skin so I can feel the wetness. I went to class today with a size 6 baby diaper, underwear, and leggings on, but had to wear shorts over them so people couldn't see the bulge. The diaper didn't fit lengthwise so at first I was going to wear two and kind of double it up in the middle but the bulge was too noticeable.I resorted to using that diaper, wearing it till it was time to go in, and at the last minute in the parking lot I pulled it off. It felt so great that I was distracted the whole time. I went to the bathroom and knowing that I had to "change my diaper" excited me so much that after wards I went straight to Walgreens to buy some Good Nites that fit me better. I couldn't even wait to go home. I drove to a dark corner and put them on with just my leggings on top so I could see the bulge better, and peed. I filled it up so much that I wet thru the pull up and even my pants were soaking wet and my seat was too. I put another pull up on over the first one and finished peeing. I tried so hard to poop but couldn't.
All I could think about for about an hour was pooping. I like the feeling of it being in public and not behind closed doors the most I think. As soon as I got home I sat in front of the mirror and just stared and fantasized about someone else putting a diaper and baby powder on me. I like the bulge and squish against my privates. I still couldn't poop. I put on a new pull up and went pee again. I wanted to poop so bad that I resorted to squirting Hershey's Chocolate Syrup all over in the inside of my already peepeed pull up and pulled it back up. It squished and looked like poop if I spread my legs "to check for poop" like parents do on babies. I even "checked for poo poo" by pulling the pull up away from my back. The brown on my back and privates got me excited. I tried to poop for real so bad and finally did, but it was barely any and didn't even squish thru my crack like I was hoping for all night. I changed myself again and showered only to step out and diaper myself with a fresh pull up like a big girl would on the pull up commercials. I used one of the size 6 baby diapers (they didn't fit) on top of the pull up and used the back of it (with the tape sides) and taped it to the front of the pull up and used regular tape to tape the front underneath my butt so that when I looked down I saw baby designs and it actually looked like a real diaper.
I want to find some big diapers with baby designs that tape in front like a real baby diaper, not the fasteners on adult diapers that are available. I am in bed now, with a wet diaper and it feels so good. I made sure to drink a lot of water so that I will wake up in the middle of the night, only to pee and warm my privates with my pee then go back to sleep, and hopefully do the same thing in the morning. Good thing I doubled up so I don't leak all over my bed.

Am I weird for wanting and having these thoughts? It just feels so good against me and I like the look. But I can't tell my friends and family or they will not talk to me and think I have gone crazy. I mean after all I am 23, and been out of diapers for like 21 years now.
wendythediapergirl wendythediapergirl 22-25, F 78 Responses Dec 9, 2011

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i like your story and i know how u feel lmfao cause i do the same is that werid??

Nothing wrong with that at All I'm a 18 year old boy and I've been pooping my boxers since the age of 13 and I can't get enough of it your my type of girl every girl I look at I always think you would be so hot if you pooped yourself I'm going to buy some baby pull-ups soon as I want the proper baby experience never tried nappies if I was with you and you pooped yourself I would sit with you would let you sit on my lap with your pooped nappy on and your leggings I would also change you as well nothing wrong with what you like it's perfectly normal keep at it and hope to here from you soon! :)

Your not crazy I'm like the same as u and nobody knows if u wanna talk message me

Hi Wendy. I would love to meet a girl like you. You are not alone.

hey wendy! i personally don't think there is anything actually WRONG with this, it's just a fetish and everyone has one! there are a lot of other people however that will find peeing or pooping themselves strange or even gross though... i think the biggest reason for this is b/c they've never tried it, seriously. I've actually noticed more and more that this fetish we both share (I'm sitting in a messed diaper as i write this ;D) IS becoming more and more socially acceptable as the internet continues to open up peoples minds, not to mention all the people that keep it hidden! i really wish that it was more acceptable now though bc it is so damn good.. we share almost the exact same story though, i too can't bring myself around to tell any of my family or friends about this... and that really sucks bc it does make you feel and question if what we're doing is wrong. i've only been able to tell 2 girls about this and for the most part they weren't serious g/f's nor were they well associated with my serious friends. i had limited success with both of them... one didn't want anything to do with it and the other never got into it. she was willing to try on a diaper but that was pretty much it... not to loose sight of ur question but my exp in this doesn't mean that there is no one out there who will accept you for what you like! i would LOVE to meet you! and i know i'm not the only one. keep your chin up and diaper full LoL bc nothing about what you LIKE is wrong! if more people would just try this they would understand WHY we like doing such a thing and thats simple- bc it feels great to do it! hit me up sometime if you ever wanna just talk about this stuff, doesn't have to be a sexual thing with me neither :) sorry to write u a book of a response 2 LoL

If you'd want someone to change you I'd be fine with it. I'll even change a poopy one if it happens.

Nothing wrong or abnormal about this. I am glad that it makes you happy. Any time you want to talk, or need help? Give me a shout.

cute :3

Great read. Not weird

i think you are fine as i would like to too!

you a man? but you only 14

u r totally normal for liking that I was in your shoes once thinking I was the only one who liked doing that I found out there r many people like you and me in the world during my freshman year in high school when I was 14 so u r not weird in any way u r special and don't let anyone try and tell u different like it says on my high school ring look to the future and UNITED WE STAND!

cool storie.would you add me as a friend i like wearing diapers too

U should try blowing up a balloon and tying it then peeing in a diaper then bounce on the balloon it feels so good or get somebody 2 blow the balloon up in the diaper=D

U need to marry me lol ohh god

Try abuniverse they have adult diapers that look and fasten like a baby diapers

i was watching white collar all night, and was drinking wine. my mom had went to bed like an hour before. i had the urge to pee so i grabbed one of my sister's drynights and sat back down. i held it until i was about to cry, then i let go! OMG!!! it felt SOO GOOD!!!! i wore jeans over it so if it leaked, it wouldnt get all over. it kinda made me feel hot! im glad im not the only one that likes this kinda thing! im going to try to poop when my parents go out of town and im here alone ;)

You are amazing. You are not weird. Just last night I told a girl my fantasy...well fettish and she now wants to diaper me. I cannot wait until the day she changes me. Getting hard just thinking about it. Thanks for the story

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i would like to wear some without my parents knowing. you should stay in the same pamper for the whole day it feels so good.

It's not wrong in any way. And anyone who thinks otherwise needs to ***** in a ****** with a ***** alongside a ********. You see how I feel about the topic, i'm totally for it. Sounds Completely Normal!

Love the story I would love to talk

diaper fetishes are awesome, so no, you're not weird

Oh my god perfect, love the details of you diaper and leggins xx

Its not weird I do it to

Try Bambinos! They can have cute designs and are like baby diapers. Great story!

Sounds like good fun!! Nothing weird at all, just the way you are (and please don't change!) Just enjoy the lifestyle - it won't go away! :)

No sweetheart there's nothing weird about it I've had a strong love for diapera as long as I can remember long before I even knew I loved diapers and I also took them from eny place I could you just do what makes you deal good

ur perfectly normal I want to try diapers bit idk any girls who would try it with me lol. if u ever want to talk feel free to message me

i would change your diaper anytime

You are most definitely not weird! You are not alone in having those feelings. I think that girls in diapers are beautiful! It's a turn on for me, and I'm sure for other guys as well

Can you check out my story cuz it's a lot like this one :D

i love diapers too

you are not weird !
you are one of many diaper lovers.
do what you like, you don't have to tell anyone as long as it's your private desire !

I love to Wear Girls Wet Diapers after they are done with it!! The warmth Feeling is so Incredible!!

i think girls are sexy in diapers. many would think i'm weird for it, but that's just me.

ur not werid u just have feelings like most of us do and u can go to for the diapers u are looking for with the prints on them i wear them and they are great they hold alot and they are just like real baby diapers not the cloth style u get in the stores they are the plastic backed and they are cool

Everyones different and dont let anyone ever tell you anything else! Enjoyed your story thanks for sharing

No way girl. Nice story.

I think its sexy when a girl does this. There's nothing wrong with this action. Heck I'm looking for a girl that does this and I would even change her.

I wish I had a sweet girl like you so I could change your loaded nappy!!!

No you're no more crazy than the rest of us .....good story thanks for sharing

Ok that is just a little weird but normal

You've probably gathered by now thanks to the responses to your post that there is a strong diaper loving community online.

I wouldn't describe us as 'normal' but then again, who is?? and what IS normal exactly?

Well I wear nappies and I still wet the bed

I Myself Am 24 yrs Old Now And Ive Been Into This Being An Adult Baby Diaper Lover I Still Have To Get New Bickies And Babybottles But Im A Adult Baby Diaper Luver I Also Need The Diapers Huggies Bc Herez Proof Like I Went To Store To Get Ciggys And After I Was Standing To Smoke A Ciggy And I Peed My Diaper Rite In Public I Aint Ashamed Of Who I Am
I Luv Myself For Who I Am N So Does My Family N Friendz

when I first became a DL, I thought I was the only person in the world that liked this stuff, now thanks to internet I know that theres millions of people into this stuff, and arounf my age, im 12.

no your perfectly normal like you i had to hide my diaperuse because i was in the military and we normally couldnt leave our post till somebody let us take a break. sometimes we didnt get a break at all im out of the military and still use them im in college and studing like crazy

Well I'd Like To Thank U For Your Serving Our Country And Protection Of Our Freedom U And Well I Tried2Go To Army But I Have Asthma And Yeah Um Thanks For Ur Bravery And Wat Are U Studying

Honestly I thought I was weird too when I realized my love for diapers. Then I joined EP and met so many people that are exactly the same and weirder (not in a bad way). Thanks for posting!

You're not weird you just get it

No Ur Normal College Girl And I Got Advice Dont Hide It From Ur Friends And Family If Ur Friends Are True Like My Friends and Ur Family Truly Love U They'll Accept U For Who You Are No Ur Not The Only One With This Abdl Side Um And We're Special Uk We Get To Enjoy This And Some Ppl Dont It Doesnt Hurt Anyone Or Ourselfs So Its All A Good Thing Keep Dat Head Up Im Getting Married And My Girl Loves Me My Abdl Side Everything She Loves Me And I Am 24Years Old Was Out Of Them Off n On But After 12 years Old My Family n Friends Didnt Know Til Real Recently

You r not weird at all. I am 30 yrs old and am the SAME AS YOU! I love every bit of wearing and using diapers. Your story was kinda sexy too, would love to meet a girl like you... Could you imagine wearing diapers and using them with your mate! Lol. All is good ;)

Your Actually Not Weird We Are Who We Are And Ppl Should Accept Us For Who We Are I've All My Life Had These Urges And I Got Raped At 15 Years Old I've Hidden It From Gf's And More Even Family But Today I Told My Soon To Be Wife My Sister And My Mom Them all Been Through What Ive Been Through Accepted Me For Me I Love My Lil Family And In A Way We're All Family Of Witch God Brought Together We're Unique And Different In Good Way And Its Our Right To Enjoy Ourselfs The Way We Are Add Me If U Want We All Brave Mcl

Hi wendythediapergirl my name is lisa54. I enjoyed your storie. I to am a diaper girl and also a cd a girl in a mans body and I enjoy my life what Iam and so should you enjoy your life the way you want.So have a good wet day and dont worry if you cant poop. With love.

Would love to some day meet a girl like u .. that's such a huge turn on I'm a diaper lover myself .. :)

No your not weard I wear depens out in public but I would like to find a pair of plastic pants cause sometimes I leek. Im also a cd and I like wearing wemans clouthes and sometimes Ill wear a diper and be a little girl.

Not weird at all add me

Not weird at all, just wired differently like many of us here.. Thanks for sharing your story we all know how you feel :)

not weird at all, that was pretty sexy if you ask me

<p>I dont think youre weird, i think youre cool, add me please?</P>

That is ok =). Just keep up doing whatever makes you happy.

You're not weird at all! I wore PullUps in college, too!

Nope Im 21 And Secretly Hide The Fact I Love To Wear Diapers From My Grandmother And Girlfriend I Feel Weird For It But I Look At It This Way Its Normal For Someone Like You And Me If You Asked Someone Who Never Had These Fetishes They Would Say Its Weird I Say Stay A Diaper Lover And Be Proud

Great Story! I am definitely in the same boat as you! It oes sometimes feel shameful being in your 20's and wanting to wear diapers and use them like a baby. I know how hard it is to keep it a secret from your family and friends in fear of how they would react. But I have come to realize that I like strange things but it doesnt make me or you strange. In the end it makes us feel good and we are happy with that. Thats all that matters! =D

i can't add anything else. i can relate to this story so well, its incredable. keep on doing what ya do and don't ley anyone else tell you that you are wierd.

no i actually had to wear them 24/7 because of a bladder problem and it felt real good and warm but i never did poop all over myself

i love how honest you are, and you are great at telling your story. i would be very interested in hearing other diaper stories of yours if you have any because its good to know that i am not alone, thanks a lot i love that!

I wet the bed and have been for 8 years. It isn't a fetish for me, it was forced on upon me. So were the diapers that came with the problem. I have come to live with the fact that no matter how mature I am, I wet myself, and my bed, and wear pull-ups. It sounds pretty babyish to me. However, if you want to wear diapers so bad, talk with your mother about it, she will understand, and perhaps even help you through your diaper phase. Wearing diapers is perfectly normal. If your parent's don't believe you, tell them to come to this site and check out how many teens and up wear and wet diapers :)<br />
I'm with you the whole way Wendy :D

I don't think you're weird at all. I think I want to get to know you better. I like wearing goodnites too. I love the way they hug my body. There is just something comforting about the feel of a diaper.

it u like it and it feels good to u then theres nothing wrong with it and dont let otheres tell u different

great story. keep experimenting and you will find so many things you enjoy.<br />
frilly up :)

Love your story, sweetie. Don't feel bad for liking diapers, they're fun!

Thanks for sharing!<br />
I too enjoy diapers and I think there is nothing odd or wierd about it. If you like it and it works, then think nothing more about it!

Thanks for your story!<br />
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Feeling when you wearing a diaper is incredible. I can´t say why it feels so nice. Maybe it´s feel diaper on skin, it ´s relaxing, you can freely pee in your diaper around of peoples and it is naughty :) I tried diapers about a few years ago and after that I´m pooped and peed in my diaper at sometimes. Other times I poop in my pants.<br />
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At last week I peed and pooped in my diaper at city park and slept with poopy diaper on.<br />
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You are´t weird. Peoples likes different things. Enjoy it! :)

Woah i have never tried sleeping in a poopy diaper i will have to try that sometime. Oh and i love the feel also it is just so awesome to be able to just relieve yourself were evre you are

Suggestion... Instead of GoodNites buy sum Tena pull-up's & 2 make sure it holds enuf put a Tena or Poise pad in it. That's what I did yesterday & went from like 7am 2 4pm with no leaks. I wear panties underneath coz I like 2 feel the warmth nex 2 me. Give it a try... :-)

That's so awesome. I totally understand that feeling :)

"Am I weird for wanting and having these thoughts?"<br />
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There is nothing wrong with you for having the urge to wear and use diapers. I felt the same way when I was at teenager, like wtf is wrong with me for wanting to do this? I'm now 27 I have a fulltime job I pay my bills take care of my 3yr old niece and live a pretty normal life. I'm fixing to start college myself on the new year. I'm also in the Navy Reserves so I think I'm going to use some of that free college money. But anyway don't beat yourself up over these fealings. Just think you are not the only one in the world who has these urges. Good luck and happy diapering.

Nothing wrong with it at all. A great place to find good deals on diapers i local thrift stores as people who have relatives that needed them often donate them or check craigslist real cheep and usauly good product too better then what you find at walmart or similar.<br />
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But enjoy it =)

I was a teen bed wetter and wasn't allowed to wear diapers and hated waking up in a wet bed. Once I was able to go to the store by myself I bought Gerber Toddler size plastic panties and bought some bird eye diapers. While in college, I wore diapers on occasion. found them very useful when the girls went out drinking (hate public restrooms especially in college bars, yuck) and for long exams. It has been a long time since I graduated, but as I write this note, I am sitting in a motel wearing a very wet diaper. Have fun, enjoy, your not weird.