I have yet to find a guy that likes me with my size. I meet a lot of them that love my personality but once they realize my size they friend zone me. I'd love to meet a guy that wasn't judgemental.
There are a lot of guys out there who prefer bigger women. I have always, ever since I first got sexual feelings, big girls only. I always dated larger ladies, nothing else did it for me. I was never shy about it too, but until I was about 17 I never would've never blatantly turned round and told people, I would've cooled it down with a few crap 'more cushion for the pushin' style lines. Then when I turned 17/18 I thought **** it, I'll do whatever I want :) I am currently a fully sexual 26 year old and I have only ever been 2 skinny chicks (as more of an experiment than anything) and neither appealed to me...in fact I'm pretty sure for one I had to 'fake it' as I didn't want to continue :/
In school I was the only FA there so (not being big headed and sorry for sounding shallow) I almost had a choice of girls, I was the only one who would openly be their boyfriend so it was like wooohhooo but then I left school and all of a sudden everybody is a bloody FA in my social circle, I don't get a choice any more haha
I adore big girls. I am sure that you are a beautiful woman and you are going to make a good guy very happy some day. Thank you for sharing your story.