My Forced Feminization Experience
My mother was a very dominant women and I am the youngest of five kids - all males. My mother wanted badly a girl and was very disappointed with my not beeing a girl. She longed for a Gabriela and already had bought everything for a girl. As I came to the world I assumed for my mother (without knowing) Gabielas place. The first pics show my as a girl - but I would lye if I say that I hated it. So from my earliest youth I grew up as a girl and later one I asked my mother for panties (she tells me this) and panties have become for me something normal. In other words: I adore silk stockings and pantyhose !!!
When I grew up I got a bit more "male" - but my longing for panties never stopped. I spoke with my mother about this and she is my provider for panties since then. But one day -it was Carnival season- a strange thing happened. She asked me if I would like to go out for a Carnival party with her. I agreed. It was an all female party and she made me wear a Corselet under a dress which fit me quite well. I admit that I never had (neither before or after) such a great sensual feeling as this night in my extremely tight Corselet she made me wear. I admitted to her that I would like to wear from time to time this again which she happily obliged.
Later I had a girlfreind but the fact that I wore from time to time female stockings destoyed this relalion. So I must confess that I know from time to time some girlfriends but my true relation is with my mother which dresses me up the weekends like her girl, makes my make up and controls if I am shaved an d plugged up correctly. To be clear - it is completely asexual, but she is strict that I am looking, moving and behaving like a girl, like her girl!
Recently I asked her if she can educate my as a french maid. She agreed happily, bought my sensational and tight uniforms and since half a year I get my long desired education as a french maid at home. My father died in between and my mother is only to happy to have company the weekends. I am thrilled to be able to learn how to serve a real woman. I already know how to clean the appartment dressed up as a french maid and my next goal will be to spend vacations with my mother among girls.
I discussed recently with her if I should start increasing my female hormones which I take since a year. She thinks that I shouldn't do that to have open every door. So we will see...