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I Like Girls Who Want To Crossdress Boys

Sad But True

By: jenifer6
Written on November 16th, 2012
I am writing this because i am depressed, or at leadt my she man part is. I read about all the lucky winners hear and realize i could have been there if i had only reached out. My whole life has passed in fear of being discovered. But now i see that was the dumdest thing i could have done. I realize now i have put myself into a world where i could never have such a beautiful relationship. I have built my own prison so to speak. But when i come to EP and see the reality of what could have been i just want to cry.

Jen. :(
By: jenifer6
Age: 56-60 , Male
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  • Aiyana77
    Aiyana77

    Instead of living with past regrets live in the now and be who you really are.

    Apr 18
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  • TIGHTTNBOTTOM
    TIGHTTNBOTTOM

    Just now read your story. I am sorry for how you feel. I KNOW how you feel. I have the exact same feelings sometimes. I am married to a woman who is a absolute PRUDE.
    She IS a very loving and sweet gal, but totally 100% AGAINST any part of me cross dressing. Even closet cd. ( Wearing my panties under my 100% manly mechanic uniform)
    She found a pair of my panties last year ( I am a size 10, she is a size 26!) and accused me of having an affair. I told her I WAS. With MYSELF! My true self. And that my
    Sawzall gives me more action than she does! lol
    Thinking that now she knew the truth, bedroom things would get better. WRONG. We have not been intimate since then.

    Listen, wear your panties. Buy or build you a Fk'n machine, and never look back! :-)

    Apr 18
    1 like
  • ALincoln5
    ALincoln5

    It's not important about the past. You can't change it and self pity makes you miserable. Focus on a "from here on in" attitude. Life is short. Don't waste it.

    Dec 8, 2012
    1 like
  • Kadya
    Kadya

    I think for most of us it started as a secret. For some it stayed for a long time.
    For me it's 50/50.
    Some very good friends know and even have seen me as a girly.
    But my family doesn't know and it's good like that.
    I live 2 lives and actually I'm happy with that.
    Remember that age isn't everything. It's how you feel inside that counts.

    Dec 3, 2012
    1 like
  • tghubby
    tghubby

    Hang in there Jenifer, situations as other things can change and often do. So tomorrow or next week it might not, but it is possible that within a year or less you can dress or at least underdress and be in touch with your feminie self.

    Dec 1, 2012
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  • Babylon55552000
    Babylon55552000

    Never give up, for who knows what tomorrow will hold!

    Nov 22, 2012
    1 like
  • sammi11
    sammi11

    My dear sweetie
    You have an opportunity right now to live your authentic self.
    Hugs
    Sammi

    Nov 16, 2012
    1 like
  • Melodie13
    Melodie13

    Different times and circumstances sometimes make us travel paths we really didn't want to travel upon. There are hundreds of things you'd change if you could but you know it wouldn't have been right at that particular time and place.

    Nov 16, 2012
    2 likes