How I Began to Give Blow Jobs
When I was a young boy of 12 I used to go out playing in the woods and pretend I was a hunter or other games. One day as I came to a clearing I saw a young man of about 25 years old. He spotted me and called me over. He said that he wanted me to suck his ****, I wasn't sure what he meant, so he took out his **** and said "SUCK IT". I was scared and turned to run, but he grabbed me and forced me to my knees. He pushed his **** against my lips and again said "SUCK IT BOY". Not wanting to be hurt, I opened my mouth and he forced his **** inside. I starting sucking and he moaned and called me a great **** sucker. Before he could *** he withdrew and told me to remove my shorts and briefs. I thought he was going to try sucking me, but instead he pushed me against a tree, and as I grabbed it he spit on his hand and rubbed it on my *** and pushed his **** into me. Oh it hurt so bad I screamed NO PLEASE, but he stayed in me and started pumping in and out of my ***. As much as it hurt, in awhile it starting to feel kind of nice. After about 10 minutes his **** swelled up and exploded in my ***. He pulled out and left me against that tree.
I never told anyone about what happened, and I guess I supressed it in my own mind. About 5 years ago I divorced and after awhile started feeling lonly and horny, so I went onto the dating sites and found someone. We dated for awhile and in time I re-married. We told each other about our past's, she said she used to swing with her ex husband. I found that very exciting and told her so. I especially liked the thoughts of seeing her being taken by another man. I told her about the time that I was raped by that young man in the woods. I told her that as I look back it excites me to think about it. So I asked her if she would be willing to bring another man to our bed. She said no, that she doesn't want to swing any more. I said I am not interested in another woman, although it would be fine with me if she wanted that. What I really wanted was to share her with another man. Anyway she still said no, but I continue to ask.
I couldn't get the thoughts of being used by that young man years ago out of my head. I went on a few sites that featured gay and bi men in my area of Virginia. I looked for men in the age range of the guy who raped me, 20 to 30 years old. I sought out guys who were tops (men who want to be sucked or use your *** for their pleasure).
I found that there are lots of guys who's wife wouldn't give them blow jobs or guys who just liked blow jobs from a man or woman.
That is when I started sucking guys off whenever I got the chance. I found that I really enjoy it when a young guy sticks his hard **** and **** in my mouth.
Well that's my story. I only wish I started earlier.