I cannot get turned on my anyone my own age. Most of the men I have had crushes on have been in their 30s or 40s. Teachers, psychologists, fathers of my friends, they've all been in my fantasies. I know it's because my Dad didn't praise me enough as a child and so now when an older man compliments me I can't help but fall for him. I'm 18 now so actually being with an older man is possible, but it still seems so far fetched. I'll just have to make due with the ones closer to my age, no matter how dull I find them.