Find My Self

Between the sleepless nights
And the everyday highs
My minds unravels these feelings inside

A padded wall of despair
Surrounds my junkie heart
As each passing moment of self-hatred goes by

The daily dose of liquid happiness
Only makes things worst
Because you're always fiending for more

A shattered pen is the only thing keeping me sane
Notes and scribles become the doorway to my brain
Maybe one day I can find my self again 
Sixxtyeight Sixxtyeight
18-21, M
2 Responses Oct 8, 2011

very nice ... i could feel your words... very well written...

beautifuly writn..........n i think the day u wl find urself ,anythng wl be worthier than dat ,in dis wrld.........:)