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Archie's Love For Ebony

A LOVE THAT ONCE WAS & WILL ALWAYS BE. A LOVE THAT SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU & ME.
 EBONY, THOUGH I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN, AT LEAST NOT IN PERSON, MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU. THOUGH YOU'LL NEVER READ THEM, I WROTE SOME POEMS, EXPRESSING MY UNFAILING LOVE FOR YOU.


LIKE THE WIND THAT BLOWS BY ME,
SO DOES THE ESSENCE OF TIME.
MY FEET STAND FIRMLY ON THE GROUND,
WHILE MY MIND HOLDS ON TO YESTERDAY.
AS THE DAYS COME & GO,
I'M STILL IN THE TIME WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.
I CANNOT ACCEPT TO BE WITHOUT YOU.
MY MIND WILL STAY WITH YOU ALWAYS.
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN,
FACE TO FACE, HAND IN HAND.
WHEN I SEE YOU, THERE I WILL BE.

ALTHOUGH MY BODY LIES HERE ON THIS MAT,
WITH YOU IS WHERE MY MIND IS AT.
LONGING FOR THE DAY TO COME,
WHEN WE CAN BE TOGETHER AS ONE.
PRAYING FOR YOU IS A DAILY THING,
PATIENTLY WAITING TO GIVE YOU A WEDDING RING.
PRAISING GOD FOR THE DAY YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE,
PRAYING YOU'LL BECOME MY WIFE.
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES YOU'RE ALL I SEE,
BLESSED BE THE DAY WHEN YOU'RE WITH ME.

HOW I LONG TO HOLD YOUR HAND
TO LOOK INTO THOSE DARK BROWN EYES
& SEE THE LOVE WHICH IS THERE
TO WHISPER SWEET THINGS IN YOUR EAR,
WHILE MY HANDS RUN THROUGH YOUR HAIR.
TO CARESS YOUR BREASTS
TO ALLOW OUR JUICES TO FREELY FLOW
TO PLANT THE SEED OF LIFE
TOGETHER, WITH GOD, MAY OUR LOVE ADORN
SO A CHILD MAY BE BORN
SHOWING A REFLECTION OF OUR LOVE.

I'VE WRITTEN OTHERS, BUT I DON'T WISH TO POST THOSE AT THIS TIME. THEY HAVE A DIFFERENT FLOW. THEY PROJECT THE SORROW & REGET FOR THINGS THAT HAPPENED & SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN. MY MIND IS A JUMBLED MESS, WITH FEELINGS OF LOVE & FEELINGS OF REGRET, GUILT & SHAME.....
WELL, THERE IS ONE MORE I'LL SHARE. IT COMES FROM THE HEART (AS THEY ALL DO.). & EBONY, IF EVER YOU SHOULD HAPPEN TO READ THIS, I TRULY MEAN WHAT THE FOLLOWING POEM SAYS.

HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME
IF ONLY I COULD TAKE BACK THE SHAMEFUL THINGS I'VE DONE
TO REMOVE FROM YOU ALL THE PAIN I PUT YOU THROUGH
WHY IS IT I HURT THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST
HOW MY WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN WHEN WE PARTED
WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER, I FELT AS THOUGH I HAD IT ALL
I WAS SO HAPPY WITH YOU, GOD & ME
ONLY I BLEW IT & NOW IT'S ONLY ME
I KNOW "HE" IS THERE TO ACCEPT ME, AS SOON AS I ALLOW HIM
I KNOW HE HAS FORGIVEN ME, FOR I HAVE ASKED HIM
BUT HOW DO "I" FORGIVE ME
YOU WERE MY WORLD, YOU GAVE IT MEANING
WHEN I LOST YOU, I LOST ME
NOW I WANDER AROUND AIMLESSLY LOST & CONFUSED
EBONY, CAN YOU EVER FORGIVE ME,
IT WAS MY LOVE I MEANT TO OFFER
LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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THANKS. SHE'LL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART & MIND.

excellent poems, cut right to the heart. If she could read them I don't think you'd have a problem with her forgiveness. Better to have loved than never loved at all.