So Clueless, Maybe.

I really don't know what drives me here to this site. But I think, I just need some space from the bashing and cruel society outdoors. So, I'm really writing and for the next few seconds I'm going to share this one. My emotions, literally. I've been happy and sad at the same time these past few days. And I'm really worried already with myself. I keep distracting myself by reading a lot and a lot. I also do Zumba, which I prefer a quirky exercise that my friend suggested on me. And now, I'm stuck. I don't know how to continue this one but I do hope you, the one reading this, or maybe no one is reading this, will understand me. Because I'm really clueless about my life right now. I'm taking up civil engineering but my heart keeps on telling me to shift to journalism but I just can't literally. Family matters and my mom will kill me. Maybe because, I'm really hooked up with literature. I'm engaging to meet new people, even if it sounds so weird and my friends see me an alien. But I really like it. I hope you do also. I want to be lost. Not in woods, but lost with reality for a moment. Again, I'm stuck. So better end this one. And I hope you do understand me again because I'm really clueless about my life right now.