Late, Late Bloomer...I feel odd writing this. I'm a late comer to smoking. While I tried it in my youth, I never got beyond a few puffs and throwing the pack away. I was the good kid in the family. Always worried about what others would think, what my parents would say. I had to walk the correct path.
Now I don't care. I want to try everything I surpressed in my life. Smoking is one of those. I always thought women who smoked were sexy. Why can't I be sexy, too?
I've been smoking irregularly now for a few weeks. And, I enjoy it. The taste, the lingering smell, the relaxation, the feel. I like smoking. I've tried Marlboro 100's, gold and red. I'm thinking of trying other brands, too, to find out which I like best. I bought a holder, a very sexy experience!
I don't think I can smoke more than a few times a day. I still have that linkering "be the good girl" syndrome. But I thoroughly enjoy smoking when I can.