I sat on the bathroom floor and cried, i cried until i thought i couldnt cry any more. I held the knife to my wrist and cut i did it again and again. I turned the music up to full blast and i had made up my mind i was going to end this tonight i brought the knife to my throat and heard in the back ground 'Hear my voice, reminds you not to bleed. Im here' playing from my stereo and pulled the knife away. Black veil brides are my saviours without them i wouldnt be here right now.