Never Learn

Ive been drinking since i was eleven years old and now being nineteen, i can still drink as much now as i did then.

Ive woken up with some killer hang overs and done some really, really stupid stuff. And most of the time i cant even remember whats happened to me.

But that still hasnt made me slow down, or stop altogether. Because even though ive done this and that, its still the only release i get. Im unsociable and dont usually get on wtih anyone, but once i get that Liquid Confidence, im good to go..

LayLae LayLae
18-21, F
7 Responses Feb 8, 2009

. . . you really might just want to try boosting your confidence in real life. As much as I like alcohol, and, believe me, I love me some vodka and Hawaiian Punch, I don't think using alcohol this way is a good idea. I believe alcohol is best used to simply enrich conversation. I would use it this way all the time, but somehow I always end up playing f*cking drinking games.

wooo hooo good for you<br />
Waster.....................

I started drinking to forget,then i forgot what i was drinking for

am not really for drinking or smoking or pot for that matter, but i can relate to what u are saying... all i want to say is TAKE CARE

WELL I DONT ... AND I DONT LIKE THE WAY PEOPLE SMELL WHEN THEY DRINK IT MAKES ME WANT THROW UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATE ALCOHOL AN PEOPLE WHO DRINK IT CUS MANY IN MY LIFE DID THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE WHEN ON ALCOHOL WHICH IM NOT GOING TO DISCUSS ... I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!VERY ANGRY ABOUT THIS TOPIC

WELL I DONT ... AND I DONT LIKE THE WAY PEOPLE SMELL WHEN THEY DRINK IT; MAKES ME WANT 2 THROW UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATE ALCOHOL AN PEOPLE WHO DRINK IT CUS MANY IN MY LIFE DID THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE WHEN ON ALCOHOL ,WHICH IM NOT GOING TO DISCUSS ... I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sup dude I have been smoking pot for like ten years now since I was close to nine, also I have been drinking since I was about fifteen. Believe me I have had those mornings when I don't know what the **** I did the night before and I was surrounded by people who hate me that used to like me I lost my girl and a few friends on the way and it sucks even now two years later. I was just like you I could not confront people or strike any conversations unless I was drunk, I recently decided to quit because of my health and the simple fact that there is more to live for than booze. When I say I drank I drank alot I could not function without it. Shooting whiskey in the morning and drinking all day. Anyway dude most people are ******* dumb in a since that they are grown but babies in their minds , so convo with them is pointless anyway. the trick is to just be you and if you don't know what that is then take some time to find yourself. It takes some time but will pay off.