Alone

I have always been afraid to be alone. S afraid of being abandoned by my friends. Since I moved into my condo I have enjoyed my alone time. I get to make my own supper decisions, I can take my bra off when I want. I don't have to say anything if I don't feel like it. I don't have to answer the phoneif I don't want to. I can wear what I want, I can do and think what I want. I enjoy being alone with my thoughts, I do not feel a bit lonely. I could I aging this getting lonely if I had to do this for an extended amount to time. I know I will return to my own life in a couple of weeks. I hope to be pain free by then, I hope my peers welcome me back, I hopes can tolerate my job again.

At the end of a very busy day I long for my alone time, I long to bein my own house surrounded by all my comfort items.....I can think about rosemary, I can think about my girls, I can think what I want for however long I want to. Living alone has so many benefits. If only my thoughts did not take on a mind of their own and then enlist anxiety to wreck the plan. Uhhhhgggghhhh
Amala82962 Amala82962
46-50, F
May 10, 2012