Hurting And Crying On The Inside

I hurt and I cry and I scream on the inside all the time. more than anyone knows I have pain. confidence issues my self esteem sucks i dont feel comfortable with myself it seems. I build up these walls so that no one know what im really feeling I push people away when i need them the most. is that even normal? I love having someone to comfort and hold me but trust issues put me arms length away from the people I love the most whats wrong with me?

foreverlove074 foreverlove074
22-25
Jul 28, 2010