How MuchThe question is: How much do I like dressing as a woman?
Well, how does one measure such a thing? By the amount of time dressed, by the number of days dressed, by the number of years as a CD, by the "passibility" of one's dressing? None of these quite works because anything involving time isn't fair to those of us that are closeted. How well a person pases doesn't do it simply because many have inate physical charactistics that make passing very difficult.
How about by the amount of feminine attire accumulated for dressing either by purchase, by borrowing, by theft, by inheritance, or by thrift shop. I was astounded when I brought all of my "special items" together in one spot and suddenly realized that I must really like being dresed like a woman. Here's a brief inventory:
7 - Dresses (including two party dresses)
14- Blouses or tops
8- Pair of shoes
11- Pair of hose
2- Sets of workout clothing
1- Garter belt
A load of jewlery
Not too bad for a closeted cross dresser. Of course, I am relatively certain that many of you fellow CD's have acquired a much more impressive list and many of you have specialized in certain specific "special items" and thus accumulated scads more that I could ever hope to. Still, for a sometime only and a non-passing CD this is a lot of "special items" to pack up and store for most of the year. But even with this minor hoard I love getting dressed up, putting on makeup and jewerly and just "being" as a woman. It is all worth it.
Happy dressing to everyone, may your year be filled with hundreds of special moments and many scintillating shopping trips.