I Think I Should Stop

I like drinking but I think it makes me a crazy mess. I need to take a break from it for a while. I'm tired of feeling this disdain and anger. I drink because I'm angry and depressed and frustrated sometimes but I think it just makes it worse sometimes. I no longer feel pain when drunk but then I get in the habit of being apathetic. I'm starting to hate things ha. It's weird. I don't think it's right so for now I'm going to try having feelings again, be sober.
I drank so much last night that I that I don't feel like drinking anymore. Let's see how long this will last.
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22-25, F
1 Response Dec 2, 2012

I've felt quite low after drinking. I will be all merry and inhibited, and then it brings me down. People forget that alcohol is a depressant. I will be laying on my bed crying or sitting there all quiet no longer interested in talking to anyone. Avoid drinking because your upset, instead have a nice bubble bath or treat yourself to a bit of chocolate!

I know I've gotten like that. I've cried once while drunk. Most of the time I act weird and then pass out but sometimes I get angry and/or depressed. I fine that chocolate gelato is more helpful or a nap in the afternoon. I think drinking is just a bad habit of mine. I've grown emotionally attached to it, maybe.