Dear God.....................

I don't believe in you. You know this.....But I can you know this as well..I know that you know that Iv'e been rolling with the devil and in general have just been a real su*k. I know I can do thought if you wish to give me something to believe in. The devil tells me to look in the mirror and believe in myself but....I can't I can be better than all of the mungkhees in the world combined but I need help I need something thats just for me, to let me know I'm alive and breathing that this isn't just a dream............
Anto815 Anto815
46-50, F
2 Responses Sep 10, 2011

Message from God! he confirms you are alive! he says there is better places than depression to spend your time!

Thanks so much for the comment sorry it has taken so long to gt back..

I wish mine weere a dream also, unfortunately it isn't......You know that saying "Fake it 'til ya' make"???? Thats basically what I'm trying to do right now because I have come to a point where I just don't care anymore......Talk to me a little more often.....You need to do more venting than you are......I'm here remember???? :)

Thanks i just don't want to be a bother. I am going through a hard time and i do need to vent so maybe i will message you.