I Like to Nit Pick

i dont get me... i have a terrific boyfriend, but my pattern always seems to be that i get bored with the men in my life after about a year. i don't know what i think is better out there, there really isn't . i find my eyes wandering and checking other men out and i like to flirt so when i get in a relationship i cant flirt. maybe i;m starved for affection, maybe im too needy. (actually i know i;mn needy) i love the attention i can get. i long for stability and contentment, yet when i get it i get bored.  don't tell me that i shouldn't be in a relationship cuz i really do want to be. the only person that i didn't really feel that way with was my 2nd husband. he's the one that verbally abused me, go figure that one! i think i've always kind of been attracted to the bad boys.... i can't ruin it with my boyfriend now. he's to special to me. got to shake this off.
prettyinpink prettyinpink
46-50, F
1 Response Apr 18, 2007

In my humble opinion what I see here that needs to happen is that you must FIRST love yourself. Master that and you will not get bored. It's a scary thought isn't it?!