Crystals Story

I'm 22 was recently married in September 09. I have bipolar disorder and personality issues. I was SO happy to be married and start my life, all my life all I ever wanted was to be married to a good husband and become a mother someday. When we got married something changed inside me I went from being this very confident girl to a very insecure girl with a fear of losing my husband, I always ask "are you ok" "are you ok?" My husband loves me and has never gave any sign of him wanting to leave. I recently was prompted to view the history on our computer and found out my husband has been viewing **** since he was 13 an addiction. That hurt me to me its like cheating in your mind its wrong! Were both Morman that is not ok. I begged him to stop viewing ****. He said he would, but that only added to my in securities along with me not working. I'm trying to not be so insecure. Please weigh in.
IamZ1 IamZ1
22-25
Aug 10, 2010