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First Time Swallowing ***!

I am a married man who recently sucked my first ****. I am 47 and he was 70. It was amazing. I loved the way it felt and tasted and can't stop thinking about it. When he came, he was ******* my face really fast and deep. I couldn't tell any difference between his *** and all the saliva in my mouth. Maybe it shot down my throat. Is that normal to not really taste or feel the ***? And it turned me on more than I have ever been turned on. I later *********** while it was still fresh on my mind and had the biggest ****** ever. Very intense and a huge load. I can't stop thinking about his ****. I want it again so bad. Is it normal to have these feelings? I guess I am Bi sexual, maybe I always have been. My wife wouldn't understand so I have to keep this a secret. But I know that would lead to divorce and I definitely don't want that to happen. I wanted to blurt out to her today that I sucked my first **** but I can't. I want to share my experience with someone because it made me so happy and so excited. If any of you have experienced this let me know how to deal with it. I want to keep sucking his **** and he wants it too. We both just have to be very discreet. Please give me advice if you can.
Cockswallower Cockswallower 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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I sucked some **** as a kid. Last time at 14. He was 15. My only post-pubescent gay sex. It was so good. Beat off thinking of sucking **** from then on. At 45, in my second sexless marriage, I started watching internet ****. And soon I was watching gay ****. A LOT of it.

Then I went to gay sites. And then chat rooms. Then Craigslist ads. Finally, jacking off wasn't enough. When I chatted with a local guy, I did it. Let me just say, four years later, I had become a total sub **********. Having the best sex of my life.

Then my wife caught me. Found out she was married to a ******. Well, we tried to fix it. Went to counseling. But now she's filed for divorce. Told me she needs to be married to a "real". It's weird, but like so many other guys, having a woman - my wife - degrade me by saying I'm not a real man made me hard. Coming to terms with the fact that I'm a a **********. A ******. A *** pig.

Now all I can think about is that when I have my own apartment, I'm going to shave from the neck down, start wearing panties and thongs, paint my toenails, wear a toe ring and maybe an anklet.

Finally I'll be able to put "I can host" in my Craigslist ads. There's a lot of *** in my future!

You are so lucky to find a man to do that with. I too love to suck **** and have it fill me up but as you I am married and my wife would also divorce me in a heart beat if she knew how I felt about ****. and the pleasure it brings me. Good luck.

Thanks for your reply Bosco. I contacted the man the day after but he said said it would be a few days before would could hook up again. He is much older and also married. So we both have to be very discreet. I've been in one of the adult theaters but it was kinda gross and creepy. I just couldn't bring myself to that. The thought of STDs and all made me leave. This guy wants to hook up 3-4 times a month. Right know I want it a lot more often.