I Like to Tell You How I Felt For Those 2 Years When I Was With You

I felt first time in my life that its worth living

I felt first time that its worth believing,

I felt first time that its worth the pain of travailing

I felt the first time that its worth to spend time

I felt first time that i have someone special in my life

I felt  first time that its worth the wait

i felt first time shame when you said i am not part of your life,

I felt the first time that i spend 7 years of my life waiting for you,

I felt the first time that i was fool,

I felt the first time that i will never get love or beloved by anyone,

I waited for you 3 in the morning to see you,

i waited to get your call

I waited and waited  for the morning to come because night was painful for me on the weekends,

I waited with my hopes and dreams and desires and @ the end i press the "Delete All" button.

I trash all the pictures,

I trash all the cloths that i wear with you,

I trash everything that remind me of you,

even the Night dress that you left in my empty life,

I trash that big bottle of water ,

I trash that tea pot,

I trash my personality.

Its not a song ...its not a poet... its not a dream its  ME, No song can describe how i felt than and now.... i don;t feel sorry or regret what i did and will never cuz what i did was and IS true.

 

 BUT can i tell you this ...i didn;t said that on ur face but i did pray for you when u hurt me... i did ask for happiness for you... i did pray for ur sucess,

I hope you get and more happiness and better life.

bravo1125 bravo1125
31-35, M
1 Response Mar 16, 2009

"Felt up"