Well Endowed Men And My GfHello,
I'm 6ft 5 but probably less than average, 'size' wise to be honest. You know what it's like in showers and that, when you're kind of hiding yourself accidently on purpose while sneaking a peek at the confident guys :-). The older I get the more aware of it I am. When I was a teen/early 20's, it was always women in their forties (at least) that I enjoyed the company of and I think, looking back, I didn't worry about the size thing because I was much younger and felt that my age wa my main attribute. I suppose I substituted inches for stamina and repeat performance etc....
Anyway, I have been in a relationship for 9 years with my g/f and still have a very busy sex life but recently the conversation came round to adult films etc. Long story short, we watched one. To be honest, it was probably the biggest turn on I've ever experienced. When the guy's trousers came down, he was still soft but large. My g/f at that point said he's big isn't he? But it was kind of excited/nervous sort of thing. When she said that, the it was like a bucket of cold water thrown over me or something? Like super real experience. My heart was racing in my chest but it was magic. Obviously things progressed from there movie wise and hard size came into play which basically took her breath away. I don't know why guys like seeing therir partners with large men. Is it a guilt thing coz they don't have the size? Is it a gay thing coz they WANT the size? I've asked myself these questions so I'm not trying to be offensive. Why is it a turn on? We took it a step further but not full sex. We were at a private birthday party in a house and they got a ********. We were all very drunk at this stage and he did his thing. He was jumping about with the spray cream stuff and getting women to lick it off etc. He was a very well endowed guy. To be honest, bigger soft than I am hard and was enjoying it. My g/f played with him in her hand for a long time and even put him in her mouth and I couldn't believe how exciting this all was. The thing that kept me in check I think is that the majority of people there have been in this situation before and it's a laugh whereas my g/f seemed to want to go the whole way? I wouldn't have minded but I'm still asking myself why this is such a turn on? I know if a ******** (still in underwear) sat on my lap, my g/f would be furious, night would be over and silent treatment would ensue for 2 days because she loves me and because I didn't react the same way (even tho she wants to repeat her night) I obviously don't??
This probably reads quite bizarrely but I'm as excited/turned on/confused/and guilty in equal measures and could do with some feedback. I have no problem with what happened at all and would love to see it again.