Arousal Through CrossdressingI too am happily married for 43 years, have four children who have given us to date six grandchildren and a seventh is due shortly. I would never share my 'CD' secret with any of my family. Some time ago my wife found my femm trove and disposed of them. She fervently hopes my CD-ing was a phase which is firmly in the past.
Fact is, when all alone I frequently give in to 'the urge', raid my secret trove and don nice shiny or sparkly tights with shapely panties, small bra forms, flowy short skirt, somewhere between mid thigh & knee, sensuous satin or silk blouse, gorgeous long golden wavy wig, big long dangly clip-ons and court shoes..not too high in the heel. I also have a tailor-made skirt suit, by Crossdresser NL. which I adore.
When I go the whole hog and put make-up & nail varnish on I can't resist the temptation to 'record' it all, so I pose and photograph myself, so at least part of each CD-ing session is taken up with a photoshoot.
I also admit that a big part of the overall pleasure is editing and sorting my pictures. I would dearly love to have been born some forty years later, so that with today's internet and photo technology I could grow my own hair out so it could be femm-styled and not have to hide wrinkles &c.
You can't have your cake and eat it too!