Oh, Finally

For some reason, I started this day without too much for fluids. I had mug of coffee, but that's about it.

I didn't have to pee all morning.

When I finally did have to pee, I didn't want to use a toilet, so I snuck into my closet and put on 2 layers of Depends (with the inner layer slit) and stood there and peed.

It wasn't much of a pee, given I hadn't been drinking much. Just enough to poof the Depend a bit and warm them up. Felt wonderful, but it wasn't enough of a pee to be truly satisfying.

Oh, I WANTED to pee my diaper badly -- a real pee. I started drinking -- some sort of Mike's on the Rocks. (I really shouldn't be drinking at all, but it helps the wet diapers along, you know?_

I still wanted to pee, emotionally almost needing it, but physically I didn't need to pee.

Emptied my fist drink.

Started on another -- a beer.

And all of a sudden I had to pee. No holding here. I just peed.

Oh, it felt so good to feel the hot liquid running along me and soaking into my diapers.

Now I'm sitting in nice warm, wet Depends. It won't be long before I need another pee. I'm almost anxious and nervous with the desire. I really need it!

Don't know how I'll get a change, though, since my hubby is hanging out in the bedroom not feeling good. But I'd love multiple wet diapers today.

Next step -- figure out how to get real adult diapers on a regular basis instead of these stupid Depends!
mustpeeme mustpeeme
46-50, F
1 Response Sep 9, 2012

Ah, the addiction has a strong hold on you. Don't you hate it when you're in the mood for a good wet, and it doesn't happen?<br />
And it sounds like you need a second place to hide your "stash".