A Brief Look Into The Emotions Of A Father Missing His Children....

These pictures that once brought a smile to my face, now bring emotions of profound grief. Emotionally unstable, I am unable to find peace. Constantly I find myself in a roller coaster ride state of mind, One minute I'm up for the fight, so I begin to climb, the next minute Im found, but some how I have fallen below the ground. Tears and pain, my mind is clouded and I cant seem to find my way, I get so confused, what i do never seems to bring me much of anything. So my anger starts to ensue, I cant work, think, talk or even blink without becoming emotionally unglued. Some how I have to find strength to stand up, and hold my chin up too..and Im always wandering.."Are you calling me, are you trying to get through...are you reaching out for me, like I'm reaching out for you?" Daddy is always here for his girls, but i cant help but wish I was there...with you..
duecestang duecestang
31-35, M
Jul 15, 2010