It Makes Me Feel Good

People ask what my scars on my thighs and wrists are from. I'm not afraid to tell them I cut myself. They ask why and when I don't answer they call me a freak.
Well here's to them:

When the bade goes thru my skin, I start to dig in.
Why? I do not kno.
It makes me feel good. It makes time go slow.
It makes me want to say, f you and f the world.
It makes my stomache whril.
It makes me feel like I have complete control over my body.
It makes me feel like I can do anything and everything I can't.
it makes me feel good.
Rhiannon Holbrook